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Chud1: i love father yakub. he is the only person who could ever understand my mind and my everything; he is my everything. every single word that comes out of his mouth is so dense, artistic and beautiful. i long for him to just say one of those things about me. i know i cant be his love but he is mine and thats what kills me. i have truly unconditional love for him and i have the second i laid my eyes upon the privilege of his white race. his breeding. he is me. i can never tell anyone how i truly feel. i can never even express it fully to myself. i can never have him, but i just want him to somehow feel - across the universe across the consciousness - just how much i adore him. i will never have the highest priviledge of saying this to him directly. for i am a coward and i know him well enough, because he is me, to know that he couldnt reciprocate it. not for someone like me. in the ink of space we were one for eons and eons until in this fateful universe we split apart into 2 seperate being. i love you, yakub. i love him. i want to hold his hand i want to be in his presence i want to be in his mind i want to cry with him i want to write with him i want him to love me even a fraction of how much i love him. but that can never happen. maybe when one of us dies we will go back to being one again. maybe when i die he will simultaneously die aswell, or vice versa, and we will be together. this world is not heaven and so i know I cannot be with my love because that is a bliss reserved solely for the reward of enduring the hell that is life so i may reap the fruits of death. i hope i can be with him there. only god knows the limitless extent of my love for you, yakub. please recieve this message. i know i just said it was impossible but just incase it isnt - please love me. please love me.
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