this time to leave, I had a many goods time with those people but some of them cannot accept me, including the high command this is a great honour to my old fella u/TheWizardOfWaffle, you know im still remember when my broken english waving around your sub but nobaldi care about and i will never forget your kindess with put one of my artwork as your sub banner, what a good day isnt it? and this is happen almost one year, almost one year we have been spent until ive walk more further by my ego push me out to the cross road that should never happen i can say that this problem can be solved if we had a good communication instead you just let this power armor foolishly create another sub that shoulda be your new TrueSFalloutL rival, and i just feel really bad when you know I shouldnt have tried to throw my view in place should not be in, time has already changed but Im still stuck in my own 2020s view, the west has changed and I have to addapt, and one think,I'm really sorry, I should never try to pass repeatly into your server I just want to have a fun when my reddit account has been permanently blocked by reddit due to ban evasion and I left my laptop when im out of town for Eid al-Fitr. and its took me a few week to realise that what have i done before the tragedy is probably the biggeat mistake I ever done right with my hand, I should never doing that, these mistake absolutely destroy the rest of my life on reddit fallout that I have lived for almost a year. Theres a wise word say there no worth to win but all of you miss and love is already gone, I may win against her and I just run away into reddit for once again. But the mod may still cannot accept this existence of power armor in their place so right after few day , they cut the access to my favorite place and I thought they will just forget about it and let me in but the collective memories still Its in their minds. And you Coriandher, its took me almostly 5 month to realize that I cant still standing in my own if I still want to interact with western poeple, I just to egoistic, to selfish to realize that my old weird behavior will never welcomed by some matured and rationally people. This tragedy bring me many lesson and that why I should be grateful even though the beginning was very painful for someone like me who couldnt argue and face reality. And therefore, You must have good communication with other people, Im not mean to spam your chat Mr waffle but Im will appreciate your honest critique answer about my artwork that Im still waiting even though the answer will be so painful but but that what it like to be an artist. You are a busy man? I will understand it and you Coriandher, its seems like you have a many experience with internet and western society because youre 27 years old woman and you already crashing and learning from mistakes over the year, I must shame of that. Im feel really different since got kicked from TrueSFalloutL and r/fallout memes, open reddit just to find something fun but not related with fallout and just feeling like being casual poeple even though Soyjak community already feels like being new part of my life. You right, im maybe very talented, creative with my own but still stupid to understand the reality of social society is, and Im must really shame of that, more than a shame but yeah. You once told me about Father day and you also told me to give my affection to my father even though my father is honestly not really nice to be invited to watch a movie together because he he is a hard worker and my dad is the reason my home is getting better and better. And my dad is also the reason I can own my laptop in a year where poeple my age only think about playing in the sand outside, my dad gathered much money so that I can study at the best university and dad is my great inspiration to be a great man that own big company. And before I leave this page, I want you guys to see one of my favorite lyrics from song with titled "welcome to the black parade" by my chemical romance. When I was a young boy My father took me into the city To see a marching band He said, "Son, when you grow up Would you be the savior of the broken The beaten and the damned?" He said, "Will you defeat them? Your demons, and all the non-believers The plans that they have made?" "Because one day, I'll leave you a phantom To lead you in the summer To join the black parade" When I was a young boy My father took me into the city To see a marching band He said, "Son, when you grow up Would you be the savior of the broken The beaten and the damned?" ♫ Sometimes I get the feelin She's watchin over me And other times I feel like I should go (When I feel like I should go) When through it all, the rise and fall The bodies in the streets And when youre gone, we want you all to know WE WILL CARRY ON! WE WILL CARRY ON! AND THOUGHT YOURE DEAD AND GONE BELIEVE ME! YOUR MEMORY WILL CARRY ON! WILL CARRY ON!