>I am putting Mad at the Internet on hiatus for 2 weeks or more. I need time to catch up the RSS feed, deal with the DDoS situation, and reconsider the format. I am not happy with the state of affairs. >I read the comments on the Oneyplays video and half of them were just complaining I "feign ignorance" and one guy just asked "If you don't know what you're talking about why even have a show" and I felt like, that's a good question. Why do I have a show? I can't dedicate any time to research and obviously just trying to give people first impressions only pisses them off so what the fuck am I even doing. I only ever started to humanize myself and do outreach for the site and that's done fuck all because more people hate me now than ever before and the site's reputation is worse than the lolicon sites so fuck it. I can't get a single contact in any DDoS mitigation company and the site's going to die because of it so I'm wasting my fucking time talking to people and I'm wasting their time talking about shit I don't have a fucking clue about. > Me: I am taking a hiatus to focus on the existential threat to the Kiwi Farms. (Without the Kiwi Farms, the podcast also permanently ends.) >My audience: Fuck you. You are a teenage girl and a lolcow. Get the fuck over it. Just over a YouTube comment? Wow. Piece of shit. >Everything I've ever done has been a complete waste of time. > https://youtube.com/watch?v=WwbxgLUg3T0