Yesterday, I got permabanned again, for saying some stupid raisin about DNB. Jannies thought I was participating hostile off-site communities. In this time, jannies denied my ban appeal for 3 times. I had a paferretttack for entire day. I literally couldn't breathe properly, and I couldn't even eat anything. I felt like my heart was set on fire. Tears streamed from my eyes and soaked my face. The depression and anxiety swallow my whole body and I thought my life is over and nothing matters anymore. The emptiness inside me slowly turned into hopelessness, as I couldn't see the point of living anymore. I faced with the worst fate I could ever imagine, and I also considered suicide as well. All I could do was just laying on the bed and crying my eyes out. I cried myself to sleep. 7 p.m. I woke up and was once again faced with a cruel reality. Now it seems like my life is coming to an end. It seemed like my time had come. My limbs were withered and emaciated, and I was now little more than a living corpse. Before I cast off this barely moving body, I sent one last appeal. At that moment, a miracle of my life happened: they accepted my appeal. I sat down, shedding tears of emotion. At that moment, I was reborn. I am saved. I could finally feel that I was still alive. That day, I died once. I came to the gates of hell, but miraculously, I was given a second chance. I was so grateful to be able to use this website again, and I vowed never to fall into the pit of hell again because of such a stupid mistake.

I have been permabanned on shroom and sharty and booru all for false reasons. They were removed.

@ConservativeWaluigi: gemmy 'pasta

@ConservativeWaluigi:

This

>sending an appeal to Magnus instead of soysneed

@ConservativeWaluigi: gemerald

I'm permabanned on the sharty for someone else's post

@kaiserchino: god level intellect

special here, i got banned for spamming dnb because i wanted others to goon to it with me

@Chud: I got banned for something else that I believe is false and I already submitted an appeal to both Magnus and soycheckmark

@special: on here or the sharty

@sprnurse: here my ip remember

@special: soycheckmark banned you cause he just doesnt like you

@sprnurse: that to but you don't say that in your appeal if you want to get unbanned

@sprnurse: fact checked btw this is true

@sprnurse: janitors can't ban people

@sprnurse: he also would've put in a request for my account to be banned if he thought I was a real diddy

@sprnurse: snooes

Snopes

@special: why did you even get banned

@sprnurse: that one comment

@dap: oh

@special: he's lying

@special: KEEEEEEEEEEK specialSISSIES

@sprnurse: Well the ban reason just says "diddy"

@special: was it Magnus that banned you? i'm sure that's why your account isn't banned yet

@trevor: even doe soycheckmark pm'ed calling special a mega special

@special: accurate ban

mods don't have permission to ban people unless they're allowed from an admin, they get to ban all your cloaks tho

@special: then how are you still here?

I also called soycheckmark a diddy a few hours before the ban which I will admit was completely unjustified

@trevor: can they unban my ip

@MoistPepper: they banned my ip not me

@special:

>every person in power in the soysphere is a diddy cause dey made me goon to the oneshot p

@MoistPepper: I think a mod banned his ip

Pretty sure it was soycheckmark

@special: soycheckmark has nothing to do with your IP ban, it was most likely because you said that diddyphilia jokes are funny in which that's why the reason said "diddy"

@special: Jannies can't ban

@trevor: ah

next step ban special

Well they only banned one of my ips I can still phonepost

@special: well I just sent custard a pm for you, I have no idea why I'm doing this for you but I did, but you should send custard a pm right now

>Admitting ban evasion

OHNONONONONON nusois what is this?

Well I sent Magnus an appeal saying that I didn't mean to come across as a diddy and that I feel I was misinterpreted and I was talking about laughing at jokes about dark topics which is all true

@Chud: I have had this ip for ages and they only banned one of my ips don't hate the player hate the game

@special: its much more preferable to pm custard or warrior-z who have higher power over the guy that allegedly banned you

@special: specialsissies...

@special: i remember you saying that "anyone who has class above trusted is a pee dough"

@trevor: custard doesn't like me but I will pm warrior z

@dap: obviously I didn't actually mean that noon something exists called a joke or playing a bit

@special: "joke" even though youve gone on multiple rants about it

@special: just PM both of them, he only responds when you post an actual pm over an annoying one

@special: lived up to my name one last time huh

@sprnurse: playing a bit I tend to generalize to much and I take back my statement about that

My name is dap and i sent nudes to everyphono above me

@special: of course he doesn't like you because you keep asking specialed questions all the time

@Chud: true btw

@Chud: this is true i saw his cute bubble butt and small slav(e) clitty

@MoistPepper: also cause he called him a diddy multiple times

@Chud: dap here, hope you enjoyed it :3

I pmed warrior z

@Chud: i tribbed to it dont wory baby :3c

@special:
How about a sacred ritual to summon Z?

Warrior-'p

@Polyik: but like seriously I hope I get unbanned

@special: so you can go back to giga posting

This is completely irelovant and I didn't put this in my appeal but approve oneshot 'p makes you a diddy this is why mustard doesn't like me

how long does it usually take for jannies to even see a ban appeal, i got perma 'nished for supposed ban evasion and the message that was "proof" contained videos that have been posted by multiple people for months

@sprnurse: I can still post noon I just can't post on my computer

@Chud: about a pregnancy give or take

I hate ban evasion rules like you can get banned for testing if you are baned

@special: But you're writing from your account right now. Am I missing something in the deep labyrinths of drama?

The last pm I got from Magnus was him calling me homosexual

@special: KEEEK

@Polyik: he got ip banned on his pc

@Polyik: my ip was banned so I can't post from that ip but my actual account wasn't banned

@sprnurse: to be fair I pmed him saying I wanted to rape mustards tight yellow asshole which k definitely shouldn't have said

@sprnurse: you got promoted and i got banned figures

@special: KEEEK WTF

ferret why would you say that massive keks

@special: sprnurse fucking VVQN

@sprnurse: who hasn't wanted to

@special: I just had the balls to say it

@special: i want to make sweet passionate love to mustard because hes the one that promoted me

@special: DUMB noon AWARD

@Chud: mustard logged out

@trevor: truly tragic, at least im moving soon so my ip will change + get a dynamic ip

fuck jannies

@special: yeah your right, sorry. i should of logged in but i misclicked while gooning to that comment because i have a huge rape fantasy

@special:

>saying specialed raisin to others and expecting them to be nice to you

@Chud: raisin did it again

Fuck jannies mods are gods

@professornothingburger2: rape Jannies you say?

@special: your property of soycheckmark

@sprnurse: pregnant black man emoji

@special: marge

So far I have pmed soycheckmark because I thought he could unban me, Magnus because I thought he could unban me, and warrior z because he can unban me

@special: convert to islam and 'rior z might unban you

@special: just summon warrior z

Watch this

@PinkStew: how

On allah im not a diddy

WARRIOR P IS A FAT ASS SAND ferret WHO BRAPS UP THE BOORU WITH HIS raisinTY specialING ISLAM LOST!!!!!! WARRIOR P WILL ALWAYS TAKE L's

@PinkStew: i can smell him coming...

@PinkStew: 'tism

@sprnurse: the braps...

@PinkStew: Cheese

[redglow][/h1] PLEASE Z I NEED THIS[/h1][/redglow]

Fuck

PLEASE Z I NEED THIS

PLEASE Z I NEED THIS

@special: my ip is kinda banned...

@sprnurse: geg

Contrary to no one's belief warrior z cannot physically be online 24 hours a day

He can do it for 25

25 hours of straight braps

Because he never takes any LLLLLL'ZZZZZ

Warrior z hasn't been as active recently for some reason

How muumuu would it cost to buy the site from quote

@special: i think like 12k

Oh raisin I could easy buy the sharty when I turn 18

Which admin is ranked higher mustard soysneed or warrior gemmy

@special: mustard

>tfw buying the sharty costs less than rent

@sprnurse: FUCK

@special: hes the admin, warrior z might unban you though

Calling the head admin a diddy ten gorrillion times isn't a good look for my appeal

@sprnurse: *develepor, hes the developer

@special: this is why I NEVER pm musatrd

@special: and wanting to rape xim

Quote really needs to be more active

@sprnurse: also he was the one who named me annoying special then just special

@special: hes on the irc i think

@special: that wasnt your original name??

im shadow banned on the sharty by possibly mustard for calling him a diddy there too

@sprnurse: soyboorunamegod then annoyingspecial then special

@sprnurse: soyboorunamegod

@special: shadowbans dont exist on the sharty bro

I requested to be called annoying special because he wouldn't name me something cool and original

@cutebooru: an uknown error occurred when posting

@special: lived up to his name AGAIN
@special: i had no idea i thought your started out annoyingspecial

@cutebooru:

>you vill not investigate any further

@special: noon what's your fucking problem

>calling every diddy surely won't result in me gettign banned for being an annoying special

On an unrelated note I told him to add a 67 emote

@cutebooru: stop glowing

@MoistPepper: calling everyone diddy**
fucking esl

Cobblestone do you know which janny banned my ip

@special: how many times have to pm'ed mustard

@MoistPepper: that's faustian, splintercel

@sprnurse: *you

@special:

>asking a mod to snitch

@cutebooru: https://files.catbox.moe/n9avm5.jpeg it's been like this for months and started after I called him a diddy

@special: i did

@special: deserved

@MoistPepper: fuck am I gonna do if I knew how to hack I would've already raped mustards account

@dap: no you dont

@special: me too but unironically, i posted a picture of me in a wholesomejak shirt and got shadowbanned because i was "feminine" or something

@special: I think this is normal. I tried creating a thread in /soy/ and the same error occurred.

@sprnurse:

>getting shadowbanned but having a ban message

@special:

>calling the developer a diddy for no reason and expect him to be nice

@Dunchenman: for months nigegr

@Dunchenman: its not normal stop glowing

@MoistPepper:

>approving oneshot 'p

@special: i didnt get actually banned i just assume that was the reason cause they thought i was a ugly person or something

@special:

>approving oneshot 'p

@special: If you truly believe this website is under the rule of a diddyblud why are you still posting?

@falklands: hes been asked this like 5 times and can never respond

@falklands:

@falklands: quote runs the site not ummustard

@falklands: thought provoking ahh questions

@falklands: because they're htsms who call anyone they dont like a peedough

@falklands: his name already explains it

@special: lived up to his name again award

@special:
>

@soycheckmark: the only person on this site I truly in my heart of hearts believe is anything close to a diddy is mustard because of oneshot and something he did on the irc a while ago that I lost

his name was "soyboorunamegod" before it was forcibly changed to special

I call people diddys too fast I admit but I feel mustard is just weird

@special: perhaps what was it

@special: Why would Quote let an alleged diddyblud manage the entire booru?

@soycheckmark: I asked for something creative then in a rage when it said no I asked him to name me to snnoyingspecial which he did near instantly

@falklands: he may be complicit or just not know of his allegations, also why let one bad egg spoil a good site, it's like judging an art piece for its artist

@special: he knew what you were even before it was extremely obvious

@falklands: also is that a reference to a stand in hit anime jojos bizarre adventure

@special: rest in peace

@special: finally

@special:

>allegations

im pretty sure he just doesnt give a raisin on what gets uploaded as long as it doesnt break the rules

@special: kek bye

@special: You seem too young to be using this site and you should take a break for a while

@special: may you rest in peace valid queen

@custard: I appreciate you being calm, because not even I could handle this level of specialation

this is like that scene in of mice and men

@special: Blud got slimed right infront of me. Anyway, if you can still read this try enabling ipv6 in your device, I can't assure you it will work but I've seen people who solved this issue by doing this.

@special: finally he's banned

@falklands: i dont think banned people can see comment sections

what a stupid noon

@soycheckmark: we can, just wanted to say that he was right in banning me I am actually 15. I'm not trying to evade but this is the only way I can reach you

I am perma-banned unfortunately

goodnight sweet prince boorunamegod died doing what he loved, making mustard leak.

@Chud: kek are you actually 15

The special is gone

@Chud: xe had a humble beginning

@greg: thank god

@Chud: Trolling is incredibly keyed

@sprnurse: yes and this is the last comment I will make cause I like not evading

@Chud: Rather rude response

But I am actually 16

15

@Chud: good bye king, you were my favorite nameflamboyant person to raisinfling with :broken_heart::broken_heart:

@Chud: live like a special, die like a special