As a Worshipper of Odin...

Is it okay to be fucked in the ass by men? I recently attended a nazi satanist gathering by accident thinking it was supposed to be for ordinary pagans. It had a bunch of dudes in there, and I got drunk and had a train ran on me by some dudes. Strangely, there were no white people there despite it there being nazi memorabilia everywhere and there was only mixed and hispanic people.