Rant nophono cares about

Serbposting↗

I'm pretty close to leaving Christianity and the Church because I think all of my problems are because of it. My life prior to becoming religious had fewer shit habits and problems and ever since I became Christian it's been going downhill
I don't love God anymore I don't feel anything when going to Church or reading the Bible and I don't know what I should do
The biggest problem for me is that every time I feel confident I remember how Orthodox prayers talk about the self as this unworthy sinner and it just makes me think of myself as a retarded loser. And that whenever I am trying to do something for myself and not other that I am prideful or arrogant. Fuck this

LesothosTopRapist↗

I think that you're just in a bad place currently. I'm not gonna shame you for losing faith, this is natrual, I used to be an atheist for gods sake. You said that you dont feel anything when going to curch or praying and that's normal. Sometimes I don't like going to curch too. You don't have to be an all good Christian that has to go to curch and pray everyday, you just have to believe in God. There are times where your faith will be weak but it is important to not get tempted into doing immoral things. It is ultimately your choice if you wanna leave christianity but remember, if you search for truth it will find you.

LesothosTopRapist↗

I think that you're just in a bad place currently. I'm not gonna shame you for losing faith, this is natrual, I used to be an atheist for gods sake. You said that you dont feel anything when going to curch or praying and that's normal. Sometimes I don't like going to curch too. You don't have to be an all good Christian that has to go to curch and pray everyday, you just have to believe in God. There are times where your faith will be weak but it is important to not get tempted into doing immoral things. It is ultimately your choice if you wanna leave christianity but remember, if you search for truth it will find you.