im probably a tranny but idc [snca]

sukunyan↗

female at birth -> female to male
when i was like ~13 i used to pretend to be a guy on animaljam and it was like the dumbest shit ever but i loved the feeling of being a man, it was like yay women like me (corny), and that basically spiraled into me being self proclaimed trans at 15, but recently i kinda went back to being a girl bcause ive been working around alot of normal people and i realized id be an UGLY ass dude if i was trans, id fall right into the fat dyed haired dyke who cuts and is probably disease ridden stereotype.
being a transgender man wouldnt be enough for me because im greedy and selfish, i need to be a cisgender born a MAN man, and theres no way for this to happen for me so i just girlmode LOL. then i realized i can be a mid girl and its probably easier this way, theres still like a genuinely ill part of me that wants2be a dude but likeeeeee wtf is the point if im ugly? LMFAOO, i cant even be one of those skinny girly twinks because i rival a whale in size and its just like ok bro, even if i do magically transition and become chadlite looksmaxxing bp mogger theres still no point bc i have a stupid vag and no one would ever see me as a real man sooo yeah, internalized transphobia? more likely than you think