Coming clean about my guilt and regret.

I regret making this. Been kinda depressed today but overall not too bad. Just a slow Saturday. But since I dropped the persona and I finally learned how to not be a leaky leaker every 2 fucking seconds. It made me think more about myself and what I've been doing. I looked back at this and just feel immense guilt about it and What Femmoist might think, Yeah she's ultimately just a foid catgirl thing based on some Brapzillian namefag nigger, but still... I can't help but imagine if she was real... she'd see that post of her being brutally lynched and I can't help but imagine the tears welling up in her eyes, feeling immensely hurt, hated, and confused.
>w...w...why would someone created this about me....wha...what have i done to deserve this.... oh I feel so awful about this.......Wu....wuu...WAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH
I wanted to create a 'Toss about it actually all being non-Canon and fake in the Mexiaryan Gerontophileverse and have a storyline where I finish it and walk away from the PC and ^ that happens. And eventually me and Femmoist meet up and we both cry and hug it out and I apologize to her profousely. And shit like that. I didn't make it because I have a busy weekend, been kinda depressed and not in the tossing or jakking mood, and on top of the fact that I just know there will be huge backlash and raging because of it. (Kinda dug that whole myself with that persona i Had for months, so that one is really on me, go figure) Anyway yeah.
If anyone is willing to themselves make something of that nature for me, you are more than welcome, but it is by no means an obligation at all. That is all.