I've been acting ridiculous, and I need to stop. I need to start over and stop taking everything so seriously here.
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MexiaryanGeronto
Calmmaxxing, working on being less Leaky and less of a clittycel
3 days ago#814501
I was thinking about what I've been doing on here since early February and how I've been conducting myself. I happened to encounter the "Purity spiral" article on Soywiki and skimmed through it a bit and... many parts I felt were almost 1:1 descriptions of what I've been letting myself fall into. Notably this part:
and also:
It's like it's literally describing me and my own situation... I've acted like the savior for so long because... of my own mental state and insecurities and what I fight with...
and also:
It's like it's literally describing me and my own situation... I've acted like the savior for so long because... of my own mental state and insecurities and what I fight with...
MexiaryanGeronto
Calmmaxxing, working on being less Leaky and less of a clittycel
2 days ago#821648
ehhh that stuff is more genuine self hatred but I can kinda do an AMA for which parts are real and which are LarpsYou Still Think You're A Bla Bla Bla Slav Shitskin... Or Did That Go Too?Show quoted text
@Funnybenny18 That other thread kinda wild you wanna talk here
Funnybenny18
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MexiaryanGeronto
Calmmaxxing, working on being less Leaky and less of a clittycel
2 days ago#821682
I do think there is a physical, cultural and genetic different that does effect aspect of myself and my life, but I don't think it's that rigid, Just there.
soiteenoualgoassimil
I'm soiteenoualgoassim but with a nu account
2 days ago#821725
Offsiters are there even in 2020. Soy culture was kind of being show on Reddit at that point. I myself appreciated 2020 soy culture as an offsiter >Being a non-Soysphere soy oldfag despite doing nothing on the Soysphere of important and long periods of inactivity
Funnybenny18
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MexiaryanGeronto
Calmmaxxing, working on being less Leaky and less of a clittycel
2 days ago#821778
Uhhhh I mean it's kinda hard to judge on the big picture. How it works is I'd take something that I, to some extent but not to the extent I'd actually scream or break something, care about, or have an annoyance towards and just run with that. Drinking alcohol helps to make that more authentic and real which I often did.
MexiaryanGeronto
Calmmaxxing, working on being less Leaky and less of a clittycel
2 days ago#821782
The Larps is basically most of them and the times it stopped being a larp is when I either got depressive or drank too much
Funnybenny18
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MexiaryanGeronto
Calmmaxxing, working on being less Leaky and less of a clittycel
2 days ago#821822
It's less of a larp and more like I'm frustrated with my life so I find something to pretend to be mad about as a way to get that energy out about the things that are actually making me mad IRL but I obviously won't talk about on the Soyjak websitesThey Felt Too Real IMO, So I Rarely Ever Tried To Tease You In Those EpisodesShow quoted text
The Larps is basically most of them and the times it stopped being a larp is when I either got depressive or drank too much
MexiaryanGeronto
Calmmaxxing, working on being less Leaky and less of a clittycel
2 days ago#821834
So it's real emotion but with fake opinions and fake raging at those specific things
MexiaryanGeronto
Calmmaxxing, working on being less Leaky and less of a clittycel
2 days ago#821852
I just use the term LARP because it's easy to understand and kinda works even if it's not 100 percent accurate close enough
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2 days ago#823671
I was thinking about what I've been doing on here since early February and how I've been conducting myself. I happened to encounter the "Purity spiral" article on Soywiki and skimmed through it a bit and... many parts I felt were almost 1:1 descriptions of what I've been letting myself fall into. Notably this part:
and also:
It's like it's literally describing me and my own situation... I've acted like the savior for so long because... of my own mental state and insecurities and what I fight with...
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