I've been acting ridiculous, and I need to stop. I need to start over and stop taking everything so seriously here.
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MexiaryanGeronto
Calmmaxxing, working on being less Leaky and less of a clittycel
3 days ago#814501
I was thinking about what I've been doing on here since early February and how I've been conducting myself. I happened to encounter the "Purity spiral" article on Soywiki and skimmed through it a bit and... many parts I felt were almost 1:1 descriptions of what I've been letting myself fall into. Notably this part:
and also:
It's like it's literally describing me and my own situation... I've acted like the savior for so long because... of my own mental state and insecurities and what I fight with...
and also:
It's like it's literally describing me and my own situation... I've acted like the savior for so long because... of my own mental state and insecurities and what I fight with...
MexiaryanGeronto
Calmmaxxing, working on being less Leaky and less of a clittycel
MexiaryanGeronto
Calmmaxxing, working on being less Leaky and less of a clittycel
3 days ago#814540
That's what it started as, When I started here I just wanted to have some fun and then it just devolved into.. me genuinely starting to lose track of what is me larping and what is me actually having a freakout. I started to not know anymore.
Margarine_Man
I AM FULL OF LOVE
3 days ago#814543
PVRITY ABOVE ALL
MexiaryanGeronto
Calmmaxxing, working on being less Leaky and less of a clittycel
MexiaryanGeronto
Calmmaxxing, working on being less Leaky and less of a clittycel
3 days ago#814561
I noticed this and came to this realization when I'm actually starting to ignore my family members and start psychotically laughing to myself over.. whatever shitflinging was happening at that moment. That's when I was like..... "Wait... what the fuck am I doing???" I actually did like a Huh face and just fucking stopped for a second
Nabbv
🇬🇧
3 days ago#814565
Do you wanna hug nowI noticed this and came to this realization when I'm actually starting to ignore my family members and start psychotically laughing to myself over.. whatever shitflinging was happening at that moment. That's when I was like..... "Wait... what the fuck am I doing???" I actually did like a Huh face and just fucking stopped for a second
MexiaryanGeronto
Calmmaxxing, working on being less Leaky and less of a clittycel
MexiaryanGeronto
Calmmaxxing, working on being less Leaky and less of a clittycel
3 days ago#814570
Yes.Do you wanna hug nowShow quoted text
I noticed this and came to this realization when I'm actually starting to ignore my family members and start psychotically laughing to myself over.. whatever shitflinging was happening at that moment. That's when I was like..... "Wait... what the fuck am I doing???" I actually did like a Huh face and just fucking stopped for a second
Nabbv
🇬🇧
3 days ago#814579
*embraces you in my arms*Yes.Show quoted text
Do you wanna hug nowShow quoted text
I noticed this and came to this realization when I'm actually starting to ignore my family members and start psychotically laughing to myself over.. whatever shitflinging was happening at that moment. That's when I was like..... "Wait... what the fuck am I doing???" I actually did like a Huh face and just fucking stopped for a second
3 days ago#814581
*gives virtual hug through screen*Yes.Show quoted text
Do you wanna hug nowShow quoted text
I noticed this and came to this realization when I'm actually starting to ignore my family members and start psychotically laughing to myself over.. whatever shitflinging was happening at that moment. That's when I was like..... "Wait... what the fuck am I doing???" I actually did like a Huh face and just fucking stopped for a second
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