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Oh another thing is that when I was playing easy red 2 (great game by the way) I found out that most of the tanks in the game don't penetrate the German armour properly, so when you encounter even the raisintiest panzer it just brutally rapes you. Aside from that don't get me wrong its a really fun game, it runs like heaven, the shooting is solid and my favourite part is the gun animations. I'm getting tested for autism so if I test positive I'll rename myself to something spergy on here I reckon. Its kinda like an AIDS diagnosis but more SNCA

I woke up this morning and the first thing I did was check for messages from my Girlfriend (shes still angry at me because I called her a Hitler larper last night since she didn't know the name of Hitler's dog) so I don't really feel in the mood to talk to her since its a bit of a chore when its like that. So I checked soyjak party but I'm pretty sure its been blocked or I've been shadowbanned because the captcha refuses to work, so the only way I can use it now would either be with a VPN or my mobile data, which sucks but its going to have to do I suppose. Anyway good morning to all of you soys. I'm probably going to just workout a little bit today since I'm still recovering from being sick and then try to arrange something with a friend for Thursday since I feel like smoking a bit of the niggerweed

Update from Monday the 3rd of August: my girlfriend is still mad at me I think but to be honest I'm not really sure why now. I feel really sick and tired today and don't feel like talking to anyone but I don't know a polite way to put it without seeming hostile and I also don't want to seem distant to the people I know. On more positive news my dog is being cute today and I had this heckin' japaneserino coffee from mount JEWji and it was really nice. I feel pretty wired from it but you know when you are sick so the energy feels quite strange? Its like that basically. I don't feel fully energeized but I still have that urge that coffee gives you to get up and go and do something, but too sick to do anything productive. I wonder if I have some kind of disease - I wasn't even covid vaccinated so I have no idea why my immune system is this bad.

This is actually a pretty good way to journal - unless I'm ever 'nished this is going to be a time capsule of how I acted and thought at the time. Anyway my girlfriend is doing this thing where she pretends nothing is wrong but there actually is something wrong and I'm evil and also a fucking asshole for not figuring out what the problem actually is. Its really annoying, this dude I'm meeting on thursday is the most painfully normal guy in the world I think. About your most typical british teenager you can get, its just going to be really boring stuff but I don't have anyone else to hang out with except my girlfriend and she lives super far away. I got done working out and I was hoping she would be out of this weird mood but obviously not, somedays I guess you just have "one of those days" as my granpa always used to put it - sometimes you just wake up and everything is FUBAR (Fucked up beyond recognition) I'm excited though because my cousins are coming over tommorow, I hope I'm well enough to see them. They are both really sweet and I hardly get to see them since they live really far away. I hope that they all like me and don't think I'm some weirdo, I'll be seeing my parents too and I'm kind of their golden boy (I think) because I didn't troon out like my brother did. I really like the attention I get from them but I also don't sometimes, its a blessing because I always wanted to be the golden, model child but at the same time I feel like the only way I earnt that was by not being a total fuckup. As I mentioned at the start hopefully in a couple of years I can just look back at that meme as a strange memory that is poked fun at during a family gathering. I can't wait for christmas this year, speaking of family gatherings - its my turn to host and I've already got so many plans for what I'm going to do. I'm going to have cardgames, boardgames, television and alcohol for my whole family - I'm especially excited because this year my Granpa comes over I think, and hes kind of my personal GOAT. He taught me pretty much all the handiness and manliness that I know, and he taught me how to treat people well without getting walked all over which I struggled with for quite a long time in my life to be absolutley honest, there was a long period when I was a caca in year 8 where I think I was somewhat of a gegbull, but he taught me that if you just shut the fuck up and let other people talk they usually make fools of themselves and the attention is shifted off you. He was obviously right, and after that my social life in school was pretty much normal with a few exceptions such as fighting and some drugs until I got a mental illness which I won't disclose here, after that it all kind of fell apart but that feels so long ago now ( like a solid 7 years ago ) that I guess it doesn't really matter? Point is, if I had a hero in my life that I looked up to and wanted to emulate the most, it would definetley be my Granpa. Hes a great guy, truly, and I would never tell him but I really love him.

Okay today I have a job interview and I'm pretty nervous. I don't actually really want this job either if I have to be totally honest since it pays like raisin , and its also blue collar. Trust me, theres nothing wrong with blue collar work but for blue collar work to be worth your time it has to atleast cover the bills. This job BARELY does and even then I would have little to no personal funds for myself. I always told myself I wouldn't get stuck in the rat race as a kid so I'm searching for avenues to potentially break out of it.

The job interview went great and I got the job. I'm really tired right now though and just want some easy boorubux and to go to sleep so I am currently searching for avenues. Plus my girlfriend is acting normal and I think her acting strange yesterday was actually just me being a giant schizo. So I'm talking to her and having a good time. Thats all for today I reckon since I'm tired so I won't do a long one like I did yesterday.

I'm not kidding here but I fobbed off the friend on thursday because I remembered that I'm actually seeing my girlfriend on friday, I've got to do so much raisin I'm actually kind of stressing but I would never tell anyone that because I like to maintain the outward mask of being someone socially confident. In reality I hyperanalyze what everyone says to me and their facial expreesion along with how they move - its painfully obvious I'm doing it to me but to everyone else they just seem to think I'm really charismatic and it comes easy for me. I wish I could just tell everyone that it wasn't true. On some happier news though I went drumming today just on a whim and it was actually really good fun, it made me want to pick up drumming as a hobby maybe since right now really my only hobbies are boxing, weightlifting and playing video games (I'm also the goat at monopoly but I don't think that really counts.) It would be nice to pick up more hobbies about me that can define/describe myself, obviously not to an extreme degree like the unabomber preached where he said that in the future everyone will be defined by in the end meaningless futile hobbies (infact, I quite disagree with this statement) I feel like you could say this about anything at all if you really tried - what is the meaning of work? Or owning a house? Shut the fuck up Ted, you can tell that guy has lived in his little larp cottage. I still find him interesting though, not in a TCCfag way however.

I think mainly that the modern world isn't actually the reason for declining society. But, I'm not here to talk politics. I'm here to use this place as a personal diary and if people want to see, or talk about it then so be it. I don't care. Back to the topic at hand, i would really love some more hobbies. I also want to learn a new language at some point, maybe Chinese since it does seem like the world is going that way? I don't know, it would have to be a useful language though, not like how everyone around me is trying to learn some SNCA language like Norwegian or some raisin, like who cares? Nobody speaks Norwegian, chinese on the other hand is spoken by about 1.4 billion people, imagine how much social opportunites and potential business that would open up? The novelty of a giant white dude speaking chinese too would come into play there. I don't even really like China, its just for a practical skill I could apply in the real world. Another good thing that I did today was clean my room. Its an important thing to doin my opinion because well, if you don't keep a good and tidy living space then who the fuck are you even? It reduces you to somewhat of an animal in my view, same with people who cannot resist basic lust and other temptation like food or the want for comfort. They think exactly like dogs.

Anyway, thats all I have to say for today. Blog over.

Okay so the soysphere as a whole went down for a grand total of 18 hours. Its really become so obvious to me that Quote actually just does not give a FUCK what happens to the soysphere now and I was never one to really care about admins or anything but we really do need a change in administration, we can't keep letting raisin like that happen or else one day it will stay down forever. I had a really good sleep today, woke up and now I'm doing these OBSESSED employment forms, it sucks and I would rather do anything else but if I want to be a heckin' productive member of society I have to do it. Its raisin and I hate it but whatever, it won't last forever and by the time its over I'll probably be happy that I have some money in my pocket. By the way, if you are struggling to get back onto the site then clear your browser cache - I'm not sure what the problem is relating to it but that seemed to work really well for me and it is fixed again now.

Not much has really happened that I can talk about today, its been mainly filler and just cleaning for when my girlfriend comes over tommorow. I'll let you guys know how that goes because I've actually become attached to this blog despite using it for boorubux at the start. Now I actually just post on it to air out my aryan thoughts and all that raisin. But yeah not much going on today just mainly preperations, i walked the dog and the vet said she was morbidly obese so I'm going to walk her four times a day now and spoil her less since I don't want to be stopped by a redditor who calls her a heckin' chonker. I'm not a retard. I also taught my budgie how to say jew which opens him up to say some funny raisin. I love my budgie, hes a great guy and this one time when I was high he convinced me that he was my best friend somehow? Hes not really wrong though, i talk to him like a person a lot and especially when I feel a little bit lonely. He just sits in the roon where I play video games and works out and chitters along, hes a really cute bird. I love that little guy. But yeah thats all for today since its not been that eventful. Hopefully tommorow goes well and I have lots of SNCA to blog about.

Okay so theres some new SNCA to blog about, this old farmer friend of mine reported that theres going to be some food shortages in the UK very soon, like, really soon about 2027 we can expect some localaized food shortages down south and possibly up north where I am too. I'm not too concerned about it here since the north is a hardy place full of gigaARYANS but the south might be in trouble especially with such a large population centre like London to feed. I know that a lot of people would think that since London is a raisinhole nowadays it starving would be a good thing but I beg to differ since when people get desperate like that (and trust, I have seen and experienced what that kind of desperate hunger can do to otherwise relativley sensible people) they will no doubt come north or wherever the food is and begin to get violent. I think often in the west we like to imagine that in a time of crisis that most people would be decent, kind and considerate of others but I believe that the comradery which once made European civilization able to weather the storms of the first and second world war, great depression and spanish flu has been gone for quite some time now - if things came down to it, most people would happily rob and steal from their neighbours, not to sound cynical. So I worked out extra hard today and began to search for possible food alternatives, growing hardy crops in my own garden or possibly stocking on tinned and canned meats which I used to eat as a caca when I would larp as a first world war soldier for weeks (seriously, I used to wonder why so many people asked if I was spastic.)

In terms of SNCA my girlfriend came over yesterday and we had a good time, I'm pretty flatout broke right now with a whole 18p in my bank account so we made our own fun by getting a goyslop drink from somewhere nice and cheap and sharing it while sat by the river, we went back to my house and I held her in my arms for a while before we went and started drawing together. Shes such an amazing artist, and not in a raisinty leftist way but more in a she draws stuff that looks like it would be on a Nazi propaganda poster back in the day, she went home at the end of the day and I was left feeling content but I do miss her today as a result. I had a really good time, it was definetley an 8/10 meetup in my eyes (she got kinda mad halfway through which brings it down), but I felt so at peace with her when I was sat by the river. I feel like that is what humanity is really made to be about, just that simple connection sat by a river or speaking to someone so casually. I was meant to go out with some normie friends today but I cancelled it to save the calories, I also don't feel like going to some goyim parade for 5 hours, getting drunk and skipping working out and then waking up the next morning feeling like raisin. I would rather stay home and take good care of myself and enjoy some coffee, if that makes me a social outcase then so be it.

Anyway, thats all SNCA for today. If you are reading this then remember to stockup on some non-perishables if you live in an area which is under drought, as food security is definetley going to get worse. On a positive note, the meet was great and I am in a good mood today.