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February 15th, 2025: First day back at work, I uploaded my Japanese flagjaks and my daily biblejak before having some s’more poptarts for breakfast because I didn’t have any milk or cereal. I took the bus to work and had to walk through the snow to get to my job. My task list was pretty ok and I got through it all before I had my hot chocolate for my first break, which I ended up having an hour early. Sabrina’s birthday was on February 11th according to my scheduling app, so she got a late happy birthday wish. I asked her how old she was and she said she was 20 so I congratulated her. I had to portion some stuff today which included these peanut butter buckeyes (imagine Reese’s peanut butter cups but with more chocolate,) some sesame sticks, Swedish fish, and the worst of all, some fine ground chickpea flour which left a mess everywhere, during the portioning Ignacio told em about how back when he used to work in Chicago, he had to do portioning for this wall which was 35 feet long, he showed me a picture and the selection compared to our store was amazing. Lunch was a large prosciutto sandwich but the people making it skimped out on the balsamic vinaigrette. I tried some balsamic vinegar sauce out that was being sampled and I loved it. I got assigned more tasks to do by Jesse which included mopping upstairs, but I had to start closings by the time I got around to it so I just started closings early and then clocked out at 5:30pm, I picked up an unlabeled can of meat sauce in the back and took it home before I had to walk to the Greek place to have my dinner date with Angela. Just before I was going to leave I got this call from someone in town, he said he was this guy running in a special election as an alderman, he said he is running on replacing the private energy company with a public one and building more housing, I talked about how a lot of the city is zoned for multi-unit residential buildings but it is mostly used as single family housing. I mentioned that our city had the most competitive rental market in the country. He then invited me to this celebration party for his election next Tuesday at 8:00pm. I then left for the date and got there at 6:05pm, she messaged me:
<I’m gonna take a quick shower before setting out for [food place], see you soon ♥️♥️
I messaged her back:
>Ok will see you soon!
I ordered my food and then waited around for a bit before I started to eat my fries that I got, she ended up getting there at 6:30pm and we chatted for quite a while about a bunch of different things, like how her dog’s 13th birthday is tomorrow, she lost her eye to eye cancer and now she has a glass eye, she can’t digest milk but can tolerate cheese just fine. After a bit she gives me her pita bread and we walk back to my place, by the time we get there, Enosh is in his room with the light on and we went into my room, cuddling and making out. Her bellbottom jeans were kind of wet at the bottom so she talked about taking them off but I said not to because it would have been weird, so I told her to stuff this towel up the bottom of her pants. After like an hour she decides to head home so I ask her to text me when she gets home, she does after 20 minutes and she says she had an amazing time and that she would like to do so again. I then game some more, take a shower, and go to bed.
Song of the Day: Rainbow Demon - Uriah Heep (1972)
<I’m gonna take a quick shower before setting out for [food place], see you soon ♥️♥️
I messaged her back:
>Ok will see you soon!
I ordered my food and then waited around for a bit before I started to eat my fries that I got, she ended up getting there at 6:30pm and we chatted for quite a while about a bunch of different things, like how her dog’s 13th birthday is tomorrow, she lost her eye to eye cancer and now she has a glass eye, she can’t digest milk but can tolerate cheese just fine. After a bit she gives me her pita bread and we walk back to my place, by the time we get there, Enosh is in his room with the light on and we went into my room, cuddling and making out. Her bellbottom jeans were kind of wet at the bottom so she talked about taking them off but I said not to because it would have been weird, so I told her to stuff this towel up the bottom of her pants. After like an hour she decides to head home so I ask her to text me when she gets home, she does after 20 minutes and she says she had an amazing time and that she would like to do so again. I then game some more, take a shower, and go to bed.
Song of the Day: Rainbow Demon - Uriah Heep (1972)
February 16th, 2025: Sunday is a lovely day when you don't have much else to do. Breakfast was yet again s'more flavored poptarts because I didn't have any milk or cereal, I made some coffee and had it black because I didn't have any creamer either and adding just sugar would be a weird way to have coffee. I take the bus in the cold and eventually make my way to work. My task list for the day had me doing the beverage cooler and also sweeping out the garage. For my first break I made myself some free hot chocolate from the office upstairs with the Keurig machine but I reduced it to 10 fluid ounces down from 12 fluid ounces because last time it was kind of watery. While I was cleaning out the garage I decided to grab the snow shovel they had in there and use it to shovel some of the snow, I mainly focused on picking up some of the sludge and dumping it into a drain so that it is actually out of the way, I later focused on dealing with the sludge near the sidewalk so people wouldn't have to get their shoes all wet. My lunch was a Philly Italian Beef sandwich that I got the 94 year old owner of the store to pay for my sandwich along with Mr. Medici while I bought an Arizona Iced Tea, as it was Bert’s 13th birthday today I made sure to tell Angela to wish him a happy birthday, I tell her:
>Give him some prosciutto!
She replies:
<If there is prosciutto to be given, I swear upon my honor, Bert shall taste it
I then ask:
>Have you ever tried prosciutto before cutie?
Her response was:
<Once, but I can’t remember what my opinion on it was
>I love prosciutto so much.
<I’m gonna have to try it sometime soon, so I can develop an informed opinion on it’s virtues
>It’s really good but kind of expensive.
<I shall trade the prosciutto merchant three goats and a jug of wine for it
<I’m relieved that it isn’t a requirement for Catholic parents to name their child after a saint who’s feast day corresponds with the birth. Cause there’s not a lot of viable girl names for May 20th
>They just didn’t look hard enough!
<I mean, they could have gone with Austregisilus, or Plautilla
<But then how would I ever find a keychain with my name on it at a rest stop in Ohio?
>I like the second one better.
>The first time I found a keychain with my name on it was in Ireland.
I told Vannie that I realized that their girlfriend looked more bisexual than lesbian, so basically they would both be bisexual. A bit later during my lunch break, I saw fAsherah come in and she immediately tried to playfully punch me but I blocked it, she then kept trying to fake punch me as I blocked them all.
“Do you have an older sibling?” She asked.
“Yes I have one older sister, how could you tell?”
“Because you were so good at deflecting my punches”
“My sister didn’t really punch me, do you have any older siblings?”
“Well my stepsister is like a week older than me.”
“My parents aren’t divorced.”
“Hahahahahaha!”
I then go back to work as fAsherah talks to Mr. Blundstone. A bit later while pulling sauces from upstairs to store downstairs I see fAsherah again and we just point at each other. She then asks me if I have ever watched the 1978 version of Invasion of the Body Snatchers because at the end of the movie there is this guy that just points at the camera and starts screaming. I saw the clip before but I never knew that it was from that movie. I had to go outside into the cold to stock the lasagnas on Jesse’s orders, the unique thing about this time is that I was told to rotate the lasagnas this time so I waited for them to sell before stocking them. Cleaning the bathrooms was one of my tasks for the day but I didn’t have to clean any feces off of the toilets. I got to leave a bit early because I got all my tasks done on time; however, there was a gap in the bus I usually take so I had to walk to the next stop. I bought some recently expired food I got at a discount. I waited for the bus and then had to walk home in the cold a distance before I finally got back to my apartment. I had some of the leftover gyros for dinner because Enosh wasn’t home. I opened Snapchat to find out that the King James Bible guy, who I will just be calling James, sent me this message:
<Are you available tomorrow or this week to meet up and discuss the apartment situation?
I reply:
>I can meet up tomorrow.
We then agreed that he could come over to my apartment tomorrow at 11:45am to tour it. I then got dressed for Church and found Enosh in the kitchen making some dinner with mushrooms. I left quickly and made a voyage through the cold to get to church in time to usher, when I was there I found out that Lucas, the guy who usually ushers with me, was not going to be able to make it today so they had another person help me, I handed out most of the pamphlets and was also tasked with delivering the Eucharist to the people up in the choir. During the preaching of the gospel I went up to where the choir presided to take count of all the people there and got 111 people in total. I did the money collection thing and got a good amount of money before depositing it in the safe, where I found out that the ushers from the earlier mass forgot to ensure that the bag dropped into the safe so someone could just open the drawer and take it. I went up to receive the Eucharist and then took like 8 communion wafers upstairs to the choir and I put it on a table for them. There was this pretty cool poster which served as a liturgical calendar so I just had to take a picture. I then handed out fliers with Paco for 5 minutes before heading downstairs to have some food, I got some popcorn, this cookie, and a New Glarus beer while talking with Raphael, Raphaela, and Paco for a bit, Raphael makes a joke about Paco having a messy desk and Paco says that he has things to do like drive 2 1/2 hours to get to work back where he lives at 6:00am tomorrow. I talk with Isaiah and he says there’s another Knights of Columbus meeting going on this Thursday and I am thinking of going. Walking home was blistering cold but I eventually made it. I finished up my report on the movie Run Lola Run, and here is all the responses to the questions I had:
(POST SPLIT INTO TWO PARTS DUE TO CHARACTER LIMIT)
>Give him some prosciutto!
She replies:
<If there is prosciutto to be given, I swear upon my honor, Bert shall taste it
I then ask:
>Have you ever tried prosciutto before cutie?
Her response was:
<Once, but I can’t remember what my opinion on it was
>I love prosciutto so much.
<I’m gonna have to try it sometime soon, so I can develop an informed opinion on it’s virtues
>It’s really good but kind of expensive.
<I shall trade the prosciutto merchant three goats and a jug of wine for it
<I’m relieved that it isn’t a requirement for Catholic parents to name their child after a saint who’s feast day corresponds with the birth. Cause there’s not a lot of viable girl names for May 20th
>They just didn’t look hard enough!
<I mean, they could have gone with Austregisilus, or Plautilla
<But then how would I ever find a keychain with my name on it at a rest stop in Ohio?
>I like the second one better.
>The first time I found a keychain with my name on it was in Ireland.
I told Vannie that I realized that their girlfriend looked more bisexual than lesbian, so basically they would both be bisexual. A bit later during my lunch break, I saw fAsherah come in and she immediately tried to playfully punch me but I blocked it, she then kept trying to fake punch me as I blocked them all.
“Do you have an older sibling?” She asked.
“Yes I have one older sister, how could you tell?”
“Because you were so good at deflecting my punches”
“My sister didn’t really punch me, do you have any older siblings?”
“Well my stepsister is like a week older than me.”
“My parents aren’t divorced.”
“Hahahahahaha!”
I then go back to work as fAsherah talks to Mr. Blundstone. A bit later while pulling sauces from upstairs to store downstairs I see fAsherah again and we just point at each other. She then asks me if I have ever watched the 1978 version of Invasion of the Body Snatchers because at the end of the movie there is this guy that just points at the camera and starts screaming. I saw the clip before but I never knew that it was from that movie. I had to go outside into the cold to stock the lasagnas on Jesse’s orders, the unique thing about this time is that I was told to rotate the lasagnas this time so I waited for them to sell before stocking them. Cleaning the bathrooms was one of my tasks for the day but I didn’t have to clean any feces off of the toilets. I got to leave a bit early because I got all my tasks done on time; however, there was a gap in the bus I usually take so I had to walk to the next stop. I bought some recently expired food I got at a discount. I waited for the bus and then had to walk home in the cold a distance before I finally got back to my apartment. I had some of the leftover gyros for dinner because Enosh wasn’t home. I opened Snapchat to find out that the King James Bible guy, who I will just be calling James, sent me this message:
<Are you available tomorrow or this week to meet up and discuss the apartment situation?
I reply:
>I can meet up tomorrow.
We then agreed that he could come over to my apartment tomorrow at 11:45am to tour it. I then got dressed for Church and found Enosh in the kitchen making some dinner with mushrooms. I left quickly and made a voyage through the cold to get to church in time to usher, when I was there I found out that Lucas, the guy who usually ushers with me, was not going to be able to make it today so they had another person help me, I handed out most of the pamphlets and was also tasked with delivering the Eucharist to the people up in the choir. During the preaching of the gospel I went up to where the choir presided to take count of all the people there and got 111 people in total. I did the money collection thing and got a good amount of money before depositing it in the safe, where I found out that the ushers from the earlier mass forgot to ensure that the bag dropped into the safe so someone could just open the drawer and take it. I went up to receive the Eucharist and then took like 8 communion wafers upstairs to the choir and I put it on a table for them. There was this pretty cool poster which served as a liturgical calendar so I just had to take a picture. I then handed out fliers with Paco for 5 minutes before heading downstairs to have some food, I got some popcorn, this cookie, and a New Glarus beer while talking with Raphael, Raphaela, and Paco for a bit, Raphael makes a joke about Paco having a messy desk and Paco says that he has things to do like drive 2 1/2 hours to get to work back where he lives at 6:00am tomorrow. I talk with Isaiah and he says there’s another Knights of Columbus meeting going on this Thursday and I am thinking of going. Walking home was blistering cold but I eventually made it. I finished up my report on the movie Run Lola Run, and here is all the responses to the questions I had:
(POST SPLIT INTO TWO PARTS DUE TO CHARACTER LIMIT)
>Today
>Logged in
>Saw da new notification (just like the hecckin redditerino)
>>Gemerson mentioned me you in a forum post
>Gemerson said "ma least favorite user is FreakyJimbo"
Its so over bros...
>Logged in
>Saw da new notification (just like the hecckin redditerino)
>>Gemerson mentioned me you in a forum post
>Gemerson said "ma least favorite user is FreakyJimbo"
Its so over bros...
February 16th, 2026 (Continued):
>I watched Run Lola Run on February 14th, 2025 at 12:00pm
>Run Lola Run is the story of a girl named Lola who must get 100,000 Deutschmarks in 20 minutes or else her boyfriend Manni dies, Lola is unable to get the money from her father and arrives too late so Manni robs a grocery store, as they run away Lola gets shot by a police officer causing her to reset. On the second loop, Lola decides to rob the bank her dad works at and successfully prevents Manni from robbing the bank, but he gets run over by an ambulance and dies. On the third loop, Manni encounters the homeless man that stole his money and robs him, giving him the gun as compensation, while Lola manages to win enough money to pay off Manni’s debt by gambling, when they meet they reminisce about their love in a scene where they are both in bed.
>I really found the film Run Lola Run interesting as it is an experimental film that manages to discover new, interesting, and innovative elements of filmography to work with. Perhaps the most interesting part is how it shows what each of the characters end up doing in the future in a series of quick photos after their interaction with Lola, ranging from converting to Christianity to getting into a BDSM relationship. In addition to the snapshot into the future, the time loop concept is a very interesting thing utilized as it allows the story of having 20 minutes to make it to the meeting place with the money into a full movie and allowing the 20 minutes and every scene surrounding it to be explored from multiple different angles. The techno music along with the animated sequence of Lola running and the introduction of the actors and their characters as a series of mugshots helps to set the tone of the film off the bat.
>The most interesting relationship, which sets the entire plot into motion, is the relationship between Lola and Manni. Lola and Manni are lovers that try to help each other out throughout the film, one noticeable aspect of both of the loops is that both of the bad loops end with one of the couple dying at the hands of a careless person despite the fact that they have earned the 100,000 Deutschmarks, the first time at the hands of a policeman who accidentally shot Lola and the second time at the hands of an ambulance driver who accidentally ran over Manni. They show a huge devotion to each other as Lola agrees to help get the money to Manni with such a short time window, with Lola even jeopardizing her relationship with her own father and is more upset at her boyfriend of one year possibly dying even when it is revealed to her that her father at the bank isn’t her own father and that he’s leaving her mother.
>Run Lola Run was a helpful film with advancing my German skills but I think my biggest issue with it was the fact that the audio mixing was kind of off so it was hard to tell what people were saying exactly at some times; however, the subtitles that were provided with the film helped a lot in understanding what was going on and to connect German phrases with English words to bridge the gap between my understanding of the two languages, the subtitles were not helpful in some parts as it was hard to piece out what English words lined up with which German words. The complexity of the speech in the film was not so extreme that I could not understand it even when translated into English, but it wasn’t like something you would see in a German kids show. What was discussed in the film mostly pertains to what someone might say in their day to day life.
>One joke that I came up with after watching the film is “The Germans are so punctual that it takes the magical reversal of time to deal with breaking it.” The key theme of the film revolves around punctuality of time, with Lola having to help get 100,000 Deutschmarks to Manni in 20 minutes or else he risks getting punished by his boss because he wants the money by 12:00. The reason why the 100,000 marks were even lost in the first place was because Lola didn’t arrive in time to pick up Manni. When Manni doesn’t get the money exactly at 12:00pm in the first loop he immediately goes into the grocery store within seconds to rob it. Combined with the very German street layouts that we see and even the mentions of the U-Bahn that Manni takes.
>Before I started watching this film, I was just expecting the movie to be some cheesy techno film from 1997 about a criminal helping another criminal, but I found it to be an amazing testament to German culture in the 1990s and the innovativeness that was associated with it, I know many jokes can be made about how weird the people of Berlin can look and act but I enjoyed Lola’s bright dyed red hair.
The five words I chose are Suchen (explore), Tasche (bag), Fahrrad (bike), Bitte (please) and Verdammte Schlampe (fucking bitch). I went to sleep
Song of the Day: Master of Puppets - Metallica (1986)
>I watched Run Lola Run on February 14th, 2025 at 12:00pm
>Run Lola Run is the story of a girl named Lola who must get 100,000 Deutschmarks in 20 minutes or else her boyfriend Manni dies, Lola is unable to get the money from her father and arrives too late so Manni robs a grocery store, as they run away Lola gets shot by a police officer causing her to reset. On the second loop, Lola decides to rob the bank her dad works at and successfully prevents Manni from robbing the bank, but he gets run over by an ambulance and dies. On the third loop, Manni encounters the homeless man that stole his money and robs him, giving him the gun as compensation, while Lola manages to win enough money to pay off Manni’s debt by gambling, when they meet they reminisce about their love in a scene where they are both in bed.
>I really found the film Run Lola Run interesting as it is an experimental film that manages to discover new, interesting, and innovative elements of filmography to work with. Perhaps the most interesting part is how it shows what each of the characters end up doing in the future in a series of quick photos after their interaction with Lola, ranging from converting to Christianity to getting into a BDSM relationship. In addition to the snapshot into the future, the time loop concept is a very interesting thing utilized as it allows the story of having 20 minutes to make it to the meeting place with the money into a full movie and allowing the 20 minutes and every scene surrounding it to be explored from multiple different angles. The techno music along with the animated sequence of Lola running and the introduction of the actors and their characters as a series of mugshots helps to set the tone of the film off the bat.
>The most interesting relationship, which sets the entire plot into motion, is the relationship between Lola and Manni. Lola and Manni are lovers that try to help each other out throughout the film, one noticeable aspect of both of the loops is that both of the bad loops end with one of the couple dying at the hands of a careless person despite the fact that they have earned the 100,000 Deutschmarks, the first time at the hands of a policeman who accidentally shot Lola and the second time at the hands of an ambulance driver who accidentally ran over Manni. They show a huge devotion to each other as Lola agrees to help get the money to Manni with such a short time window, with Lola even jeopardizing her relationship with her own father and is more upset at her boyfriend of one year possibly dying even when it is revealed to her that her father at the bank isn’t her own father and that he’s leaving her mother.
>Run Lola Run was a helpful film with advancing my German skills but I think my biggest issue with it was the fact that the audio mixing was kind of off so it was hard to tell what people were saying exactly at some times; however, the subtitles that were provided with the film helped a lot in understanding what was going on and to connect German phrases with English words to bridge the gap between my understanding of the two languages, the subtitles were not helpful in some parts as it was hard to piece out what English words lined up with which German words. The complexity of the speech in the film was not so extreme that I could not understand it even when translated into English, but it wasn’t like something you would see in a German kids show. What was discussed in the film mostly pertains to what someone might say in their day to day life.
>One joke that I came up with after watching the film is “The Germans are so punctual that it takes the magical reversal of time to deal with breaking it.” The key theme of the film revolves around punctuality of time, with Lola having to help get 100,000 Deutschmarks to Manni in 20 minutes or else he risks getting punished by his boss because he wants the money by 12:00. The reason why the 100,000 marks were even lost in the first place was because Lola didn’t arrive in time to pick up Manni. When Manni doesn’t get the money exactly at 12:00pm in the first loop he immediately goes into the grocery store within seconds to rob it. Combined with the very German street layouts that we see and even the mentions of the U-Bahn that Manni takes.
>Before I started watching this film, I was just expecting the movie to be some cheesy techno film from 1997 about a criminal helping another criminal, but I found it to be an amazing testament to German culture in the 1990s and the innovativeness that was associated with it, I know many jokes can be made about how weird the people of Berlin can look and act but I enjoyed Lola’s bright dyed red hair.
The five words I chose are Suchen (explore), Tasche (bag), Fahrrad (bike), Bitte (please) and Verdammte Schlampe (fucking bitch). I went to sleep
Song of the Day: Master of Puppets - Metallica (1986)
Run Lola Run is a gem and has a good soundtrack tooFebruary 16th, 2026 (Continued):
>I watched Run Lola Run on February 14th, 2025 at 12:00pm
>Run Lola Run is the story of a girl named Lola who must get 100,000 Deutschmarks in 20 minutes or else her boyfriend Manni dies, Lola is unable to get the money from her father and arrives too late so Manni robs a grocery store, as they run away Lola gets shot by a police officer causing her to reset. On the second loop, Lola decides to rob the bank her dad works at and successfully prevents Manni from robbing the bank, but he gets run over by an ambulance and dies. On the third loop, Manni encounters the homeless man that stole his money and robs him, giving him the gun as compensation, while Lola manages to win enough money to pay off Manni’s debt by gambling, when they meet they reminisce about their love in a scene where they are both in bed.
>I really found the film Run Lola Run interesting as it is an experimental film that manages to discover new, interesting, and innovative elements of filmography to work with. Perhaps the most interesting part is how it shows what each of the characters end up doing in the future in a series of quick photos after their interaction with Lola, ranging from converting to Christianity to getting into a BDSM relationship. In addition to the snapshot into the future, the time loop concept is a very interesting thing utilized as it allows the story of having 20 minutes to make it to the meeting place with the money into a full movie and allowing the 20 minutes and every scene surrounding it to be explored from multiple different angles. The techno music along with the animated sequence of Lola running and the introduction of the actors and their characters as a series of mugshots helps to set the tone of the film off the bat.
>The most interesting relationship, which sets the entire plot into motion, is the relationship between Lola and Manni. Lola and Manni are lovers that try to help each other out throughout the film, one noticeable aspect of both of the loops is that both of the bad loops end with one of the couple dying at the hands of a careless person despite the fact that they have earned the 100,000 Deutschmarks, the first time at the hands of a policeman who accidentally shot Lola and the second time at the hands of an ambulance driver who accidentally ran over Manni. They show a huge devotion to each other as Lola agrees to help get the money to Manni with such a short time window, with Lola even jeopardizing her relationship with her own father and is more upset at her boyfriend of one year possibly dying even when it is revealed to her that her father at the bank isn’t her own father and that he’s leaving her mother.
>Run Lola Run was a helpful film with advancing my German skills but I think my biggest issue with it was the fact that the audio mixing was kind of off so it was hard to tell what people were saying exactly at some times; however, the subtitles that were provided with the film helped a lot in understanding what was going on and to connect German phrases with English words to bridge the gap between my understanding of the two languages, the subtitles were not helpful in some parts as it was hard to piece out what English words lined up with which German words. The complexity of the speech in the film was not so extreme that I could not understand it even when translated into English, but it wasn’t like something you would see in a German kids show. What was discussed in the film mostly pertains to what someone might say in their day to day life.
>One joke that I came up with after watching the film is “The Germans are so punctual that it takes the magical reversal of time to deal with breaking it.” The key theme of the film revolves around punctuality of time, with Lola having to help get 100,000 Deutschmarks to Manni in 20 minutes or else he risks getting punished by his boss because he wants the money by 12:00. The reason why the 100,000 marks were even lost in the first place was because Lola didn’t arrive in time to pick up Manni. When Manni doesn’t get the money exactly at 12:00pm in the first loop he immediately goes into the grocery store within seconds to rob it. Combined with the very German street layouts that we see and even the mentions of the U-Bahn that Manni takes.
>Before I started watching this film, I was just expecting the movie to be some cheesy techno film from 1997 about a criminal helping another criminal, but I found it to be an amazing testament to German culture in the 1990s and the innovativeness that was associated with it, I know many jokes can be made about how weird the people of Berlin can look and act but I enjoyed Lola’s bright dyed red hair.
The five words I chose are Suchen (explore), Tasche (bag), Fahrrad (bike), Bitte (please) and Verdammte Schlampe (fucking bitch). I went to sleep
Song of the Day: Master of Puppets - Metallica (1986)
February 17th, 2025: Back to school today (even though it is Presidents' day today, my school doesn't have it off,) I finished off the last package of s'more poptarts and I broke down the box to recycle it, which reminded me of work. The daily biblejak had a reading which I found pretty interesting: (Genesis 4:1-15, 25) but here’s Genesis 4:8-13, 25:
☞1 And Adam knew Eve his wife: who conceived and brought forth Cain, saying: I have gotten a man through God.
☞2 And again she brought forth his brother Abel. And Abel was a shepherd, and Cain a husbandman.
☞3 And it came to pass after many days, that Cain offered, of the fruits of the earth, gifts to the Lord.
☞4 Abel also offered of the firstlings of his flock, and of their fat: and the Lord had respect to Abel, and to his offerings.
☞5 But to Cain and his offerings he had no respect: and Cain was exceedingly angry, and his countenance fell.
☞6 And the Lord said to him: Why art thou angry? and why is thy countenance fallen?
☞7 If thou do well, shalt thou not receive? but if ill, shall not sin forthwith be present at the door? but the lust thereof shall be under thee, and thou shalt have dominion over it.
☞8 And Cain said to Abel his brother: Let us go forth abroad. And when they were in the field, Cain rose up against his brother Abel, and slew him.
☞9 And the Lord said to Cain: Where is thy brother Abel? And he answered, I know not: am I my brother's keeper?
☞10 And he said to him: What hast thou done? the voice of thy brother's blood crieth to me from the earth.
☞11 Now, therefore, cursed shalt thou be upon the earth, which hath opened her mouth and received the blood of thy brother at thy hand.
☞12 When thou shalt till it, it shall not yield to thee its fruit: a fugitive and a vagabond shalt thou be upon the earth.
☞13 And Cain said to the Lord: My iniquity is greater than that I may deserve pardon.
☞14 Behold thou dost cast me out this day from the face of the earth, and I shall be hidden from thy face, and I shall be a vagabond and a fugitive on the earth: every one, therefore, that findeth me, shall kill me.
☞15 And the Lord said to him: No, it shall not be so: but whosoever shall kill Cain, shall be punished sevenfold. And the Lord set a mark upon Cain, that whosoever found him should not kill him.
☞25 Adam also knew his wife again: and she brought forth a son, and called his name Seth, saying: God hath given me another seed, for Abel whom Cain slew.
Which reminded me of the whole thing about children of Adam and Eve other than Abel, Cain, and Seth, with also the daughters Azura and Awan according to the Book of Jubilees and 9 other sons. Which lies in stark contrast to me just having a singular older sister and no brothers. There was also the very short quote from Mark (Mark 8:11-13) about the Pharisees being Pharisees. I went to the convenience store while walking over sheets of ice trying not to slip, I got into the store and bought some of the generic french vanilla powdered coffee creamer they had, I paid for it along with a bowl of instant ramen and walked back to my apartment. I got a message that my medication was ready to be picked up so I had to take a long trek over to the pharmacy while it was below freezing. I eventually got there, paying $10.00 for it and shoving the bag with the pills in the pocket of the outer layer of my coat. I went over to this coffee shop next door to see what they had and who was there. I didn’t recognize anyone so I just ordered a 16 ounce peanut butter mocha which set me back $6.00. I drank my mocha on my walk back home and kind of enjoyed it to be honest, but by the time I arrived at my apartment the tips of my fingers were freezing even with my gloves on. I went to my house and took a pill before making my ramen for lunch. At 11:28am I got a message from James saying:
<Lmk when you're ready and I'll head over
So I replied:
>I’m ready, I’m in [apartment address]
<Alright I'll be on my way
>From misery to happiness today.
<Woah
>Bro
I frantically went about cleaning up the place by wiping down the counters in the kitchen and doing the dishes. At 11:56am I got some more texts from James saying:
<Am here
<Could you possibly meet me outside
>Just a moment.
I walked out wearing my coat and met him at the front door to let him in and showed him around the place for a bit. The takeaway that he had was that the only bonuses that my apartment had over his was that mine is bigger and is closer to where we needed to go. After a short while he decides to walk me over to his apartment. I have to cross some streets to see it but when I get in there I am amazed at how much better it is! The rug is clean, the couch is comfortable, the building looks brand new and isn’t slowly decaying, the floors are clean, there’s a balcony, and there are many decorations in it. I took a picture of this decoration that I asked James about:
James says to me that it is his Tibetan Buddhist roommate’s shrine that he has set up, who I will be calling Quoc. I found it pretty nice that this guy who I knew since my first semester at college. He was pretty chill when I met him. James went over the place more and showed the inside of his room, which included a Spanish bible he got from a lady he goes to church with and a poster for a band called Babymetal. I get to see the place some more and I find out that from the start of June to the end of August, James would be in Fort Knox for some JROTC training while Quoc would then move out at the end of August. I liked the idea and James sent me the number of the landlady, we were kind of acquaintances but the one thing that united us all was that Asherah hated us, she hates Quoc because I remember freshman year when told me that she told Quoc to fuck off because he asked her out, she hates James because he said that he believed that the Earth was only 6000 years old, I asked James further about it and he said that he believes in the King James Bible as the ultimate word of God, and me because I called Peronism satanic and driven by greed (because they spent a lot and couldn't be bothered to collect taxes) and for returning to my Catholic roots, No I never tried to hit on her. I then walked to my first class of the day to learn more about pointers, it was really boring. Next was my class with Padma. I saw her sitting and chuckled to myself while I worked on my blog post for yesterday. I messaged Angela a lot throughout the day with her talking about how she is finally passing Chemistry, her grandparents which don’t like the fact that she isn’t married yet, her brother throwing her favorite stuffed animal out onto the Ohio freeway when she was 5 because she kept begging to play with his Gameboy, the fact that I only ever named one of my stuffed animals when I was young which was just a snowman named Snowman, her drawing me as a gunslinger:
The fact that she exercised her legs a lot and could leg press 230lbs until she suffered an injury, and also her trip to buy cute dresses at Goodwill today. I then went to my art class in the blistering cold but managed to get there, the teacher had us pin up our art works in progress so they could be critiqued, I put my piece all the way at the right end so it would go last but the teacher decided to switch things up and have me go first and they ripped into it:
(POST SPLIT IN HALF DUE TO CHARACTER LIMIT)
☞1 And Adam knew Eve his wife: who conceived and brought forth Cain, saying: I have gotten a man through God.
☞2 And again she brought forth his brother Abel. And Abel was a shepherd, and Cain a husbandman.
☞3 And it came to pass after many days, that Cain offered, of the fruits of the earth, gifts to the Lord.
☞4 Abel also offered of the firstlings of his flock, and of their fat: and the Lord had respect to Abel, and to his offerings.
☞5 But to Cain and his offerings he had no respect: and Cain was exceedingly angry, and his countenance fell.
☞6 And the Lord said to him: Why art thou angry? and why is thy countenance fallen?
☞7 If thou do well, shalt thou not receive? but if ill, shall not sin forthwith be present at the door? but the lust thereof shall be under thee, and thou shalt have dominion over it.
☞8 And Cain said to Abel his brother: Let us go forth abroad. And when they were in the field, Cain rose up against his brother Abel, and slew him.
☞9 And the Lord said to Cain: Where is thy brother Abel? And he answered, I know not: am I my brother's keeper?
☞10 And he said to him: What hast thou done? the voice of thy brother's blood crieth to me from the earth.
☞11 Now, therefore, cursed shalt thou be upon the earth, which hath opened her mouth and received the blood of thy brother at thy hand.
☞12 When thou shalt till it, it shall not yield to thee its fruit: a fugitive and a vagabond shalt thou be upon the earth.
☞13 And Cain said to the Lord: My iniquity is greater than that I may deserve pardon.
☞14 Behold thou dost cast me out this day from the face of the earth, and I shall be hidden from thy face, and I shall be a vagabond and a fugitive on the earth: every one, therefore, that findeth me, shall kill me.
☞15 And the Lord said to him: No, it shall not be so: but whosoever shall kill Cain, shall be punished sevenfold. And the Lord set a mark upon Cain, that whosoever found him should not kill him.
☞25 Adam also knew his wife again: and she brought forth a son, and called his name Seth, saying: God hath given me another seed, for Abel whom Cain slew.
Which reminded me of the whole thing about children of Adam and Eve other than Abel, Cain, and Seth, with also the daughters Azura and Awan according to the Book of Jubilees and 9 other sons. Which lies in stark contrast to me just having a singular older sister and no brothers. There was also the very short quote from Mark (Mark 8:11-13) about the Pharisees being Pharisees. I went to the convenience store while walking over sheets of ice trying not to slip, I got into the store and bought some of the generic french vanilla powdered coffee creamer they had, I paid for it along with a bowl of instant ramen and walked back to my apartment. I got a message that my medication was ready to be picked up so I had to take a long trek over to the pharmacy while it was below freezing. I eventually got there, paying $10.00 for it and shoving the bag with the pills in the pocket of the outer layer of my coat. I went over to this coffee shop next door to see what they had and who was there. I didn’t recognize anyone so I just ordered a 16 ounce peanut butter mocha which set me back $6.00. I drank my mocha on my walk back home and kind of enjoyed it to be honest, but by the time I arrived at my apartment the tips of my fingers were freezing even with my gloves on. I went to my house and took a pill before making my ramen for lunch. At 11:28am I got a message from James saying:
<Lmk when you're ready and I'll head over
So I replied:
>I’m ready, I’m in [apartment address]
<Alright I'll be on my way
>From misery to happiness today.
<Woah
>Bro
I frantically went about cleaning up the place by wiping down the counters in the kitchen and doing the dishes. At 11:56am I got some more texts from James saying:
<Am here
<Could you possibly meet me outside
>Just a moment.
I walked out wearing my coat and met him at the front door to let him in and showed him around the place for a bit. The takeaway that he had was that the only bonuses that my apartment had over his was that mine is bigger and is closer to where we needed to go. After a short while he decides to walk me over to his apartment. I have to cross some streets to see it but when I get in there I am amazed at how much better it is! The rug is clean, the couch is comfortable, the building looks brand new and isn’t slowly decaying, the floors are clean, there’s a balcony, and there are many decorations in it. I took a picture of this decoration that I asked James about:
James says to me that it is his Tibetan Buddhist roommate’s shrine that he has set up, who I will be calling Quoc. I found it pretty nice that this guy who I knew since my first semester at college. He was pretty chill when I met him. James went over the place more and showed the inside of his room, which included a Spanish bible he got from a lady he goes to church with and a poster for a band called Babymetal. I get to see the place some more and I find out that from the start of June to the end of August, James would be in Fort Knox for some JROTC training while Quoc would then move out at the end of August. I liked the idea and James sent me the number of the landlady, we were kind of acquaintances but the one thing that united us all was that Asherah hated us, she hates Quoc because I remember freshman year when told me that she told Quoc to fuck off because he asked her out, she hates James because he said that he believed that the Earth was only 6000 years old, I asked James further about it and he said that he believes in the King James Bible as the ultimate word of God, and me because I called Peronism satanic and driven by greed (because they spent a lot and couldn't be bothered to collect taxes) and for returning to my Catholic roots, No I never tried to hit on her. I then walked to my first class of the day to learn more about pointers, it was really boring. Next was my class with Padma. I saw her sitting and chuckled to myself while I worked on my blog post for yesterday. I messaged Angela a lot throughout the day with her talking about how she is finally passing Chemistry, her grandparents which don’t like the fact that she isn’t married yet, her brother throwing her favorite stuffed animal out onto the Ohio freeway when she was 5 because she kept begging to play with his Gameboy, the fact that I only ever named one of my stuffed animals when I was young which was just a snowman named Snowman, her drawing me as a gunslinger:
The fact that she exercised her legs a lot and could leg press 230lbs until she suffered an injury, and also her trip to buy cute dresses at Goodwill today. I then went to my art class in the blistering cold but managed to get there, the teacher had us pin up our art works in progress so they could be critiqued, I put my piece all the way at the right end so it would go last but the teacher decided to switch things up and have me go first and they ripped into it:
(POST SPLIT IN HALF DUE TO CHARACTER LIMIT)
February 17th, 2025 (Continued):
<When our group was looking at it, we loved the plants and the whole floor and everything, like how it all goes together, but we feel like as it is, it's a little bit bottom heavy. We see that there's something planned up top, bt uh something added up there would really bring it all together - Some guy
Another person then chimes in
<I thought something similar. Like I feel like there's so much like the entire piece has such a clear light source, you can tell they use perspective to make sure the light was perfectly or the shadows were perfectly lined up. So I think about bringing some of that light source up to the top because you can see that circle as clearly where all the light is coming from. They should make it dark on the other side of the wall and make it get lighter when it comes towards the circle to like make it look like it's glowing. I like that! - Ginger girl
^Alright anything else? and Gemerson, how did you say you were going to do it, like you mentioned three different kinds of value developments right? - The teacher
>Yeah, for like each wall and I am thinking of doing cross hatching for one of them and then I'm not about the other one, but like... - My response
^Yeah um what do you think of the idea of possibly making the lighting pretty consistent coming from the orb, is that what you were thinking? - Her response
>Yes!
^I think the circulisms or the scribbling is quite nice, you know, it looks almost scribbly up close, but then it has really nice representation of the light source from a distance. I would say you probably just want to maintain pretty high contrast here, as like a focal point, so you know once you push that contrast, I would keep this up here fairly light, probably. Is that what you were planning to do?
>Absolutely!
^And is this resolved yet or you're still gonna go into that area?
>I'm thinking of something
^I'm imagining just some lighter hatching, possibly with a lighter micron pen. Yeah, I think this is actually really nice and just pushing that contrast. Are you going to do anything up here?
>Probably just some light shading up there to represent the sky.
^The first guy's point is pretty good, you know just making it less bottom heavy.
After that my roasting session was done and it was onto the next person and then the many others who had worked through this assignment with me, although I was jealous because their art was somewhat better than mine. I remembered that the new chapter of The Jojolands released today, so after the art gallery, I went to the bathroom to read it and I enjoyed it a lot. To be honest, Acca is kind of a nutjob though, like his grandfather. I then walk back home in the cold and try to go to bed but I am unable to because I took my medication too late into the night and just ended up thinking about implementing Dungeons and Dragons 3.5th edition into the RPG Maker MZ engine and all the difficulties that it entailed. I tried to heat up some hot milk but that didn't help either.
Song of the Day: Caribbean Blue - Enya (1991)
<When our group was looking at it, we loved the plants and the whole floor and everything, like how it all goes together, but we feel like as it is, it's a little bit bottom heavy. We see that there's something planned up top, bt uh something added up there would really bring it all together - Some guy
Another person then chimes in
<I thought something similar. Like I feel like there's so much like the entire piece has such a clear light source, you can tell they use perspective to make sure the light was perfectly or the shadows were perfectly lined up. So I think about bringing some of that light source up to the top because you can see that circle as clearly where all the light is coming from. They should make it dark on the other side of the wall and make it get lighter when it comes towards the circle to like make it look like it's glowing. I like that! - Ginger girl
^Alright anything else? and Gemerson, how did you say you were going to do it, like you mentioned three different kinds of value developments right? - The teacher
>Yeah, for like each wall and I am thinking of doing cross hatching for one of them and then I'm not about the other one, but like... - My response
^Yeah um what do you think of the idea of possibly making the lighting pretty consistent coming from the orb, is that what you were thinking? - Her response
>Yes!
^I think the circulisms or the scribbling is quite nice, you know, it looks almost scribbly up close, but then it has really nice representation of the light source from a distance. I would say you probably just want to maintain pretty high contrast here, as like a focal point, so you know once you push that contrast, I would keep this up here fairly light, probably. Is that what you were planning to do?
>Absolutely!
^And is this resolved yet or you're still gonna go into that area?
>I'm thinking of something
^I'm imagining just some lighter hatching, possibly with a lighter micron pen. Yeah, I think this is actually really nice and just pushing that contrast. Are you going to do anything up here?
>Probably just some light shading up there to represent the sky.
^The first guy's point is pretty good, you know just making it less bottom heavy.
After that my roasting session was done and it was onto the next person and then the many others who had worked through this assignment with me, although I was jealous because their art was somewhat better than mine. I remembered that the new chapter of The Jojolands released today, so after the art gallery, I went to the bathroom to read it and I enjoyed it a lot. To be honest, Acca is kind of a nutjob though, like his grandfather. I then walk back home in the cold and try to go to bed but I am unable to because I took my medication too late into the night and just ended up thinking about implementing Dungeons and Dragons 3.5th edition into the RPG Maker MZ engine and all the difficulties that it entailed. I tried to heat up some hot milk but that didn't help either.
Song of the Day: Caribbean Blue - Enya (1991)
February 18th, 2025: A normal day today, I made some cereal for breakfast and then I started to work on the last of my German assignments due at 11:30am but all of the sudden my wifi just decided to give out, becoming extremely slow. I noticed that it was Dvorkin's birthday today on snapchat so I texted her wishing her a happy birthday, she just left me on read. I walked to my first class and then completed the homework with my better wifi, class was ok and I talked to Quentin a bit. After that class I walked to my second class and saw Lizzo on the way but she refused to acknowledge my existence but I didn't really try to interact with her. I ended up seeing this story on Instagram at the place introducing this guy named Tomás and you could see Asherah in the back. I know for certain that Tomás probably talks shit about me and I know I'm the laughingstock of that workplace. My second class was really boring but we got our topic assigned to us, where we were told that our group project would be the usage of AI in warfare, which is what Chapelle suggested. I then walked home and even saw Sabrina on the walk and said hi to her. It was my uncle Ford's (Beer Aunt's husband) 64th birthday today so I sent him a happy birthday text but he never answered it. I gamed a bit before I had to head to the Bible dinner night but I talked to Angela and she said she can't make it with her reasoning.
<Because I have a migrane on the right side of my head
<it hurts
<I have taken pain meds
<Now I drink a lot of water and lower the lights
I replied to her:
>Please recover Angela, I'll pray for you!
I then walked to the place while wearing two layers of pants and two layers of socks, and it turns out the engaged girl's birthday was today so they celebrated her birthday today. I tried asking her how old she was but I guess I was drowned out by the sound of other people. I get in line for spaghetti which they cut short and decide to sit with Henry and this ethnically Jewish guy I see who I will be calling Markus, I eventually decide to get up to refill my water and when I come back I see the girl from last week leaning against the doorway and I said to her:
"Hey there punk!"
She replied:
"Hey you got my subculture right!"
I remember there also being this guy who I will be calling Seton who looked like an artificial person and spoke like he was always giving a presentation. When I got back it turns out Henry gave my seat to his girlfriend and then we fought back and forth for it. A bit later I overhear Markus talking to Punk about what each person is notable for, she mentions that the Honduran is notable for being a supporter of monarchism, I asked her what I was notable for and I was expecting something like I'm a creep or that one weird guy everyone pretends to like, she then says to me:
"You're the guy who always tries to start fights!"
I told her that I wasn't really that confrontational and she went on about how she rejected labels or whatever so then I just head home. I stayed in my place for a bit before walking over to the bar that the guy was talking about at 7:45pm, I got there at 8:05pm and I saw this one Jewish guy and his girlfriend/wife and the guy was wearing a watermelon kippah. I walk into the place where the party is and chill for a bit before getting a beer from this old bartender guy and he made a joke about both us not being able to grow a beard so I tipped him $1.50 on a $4.00 purchase, I met the guy running in the election and he was pretty chill, I also saw his dad too. We got to watch the results live and it turned out that he ended up winning despite not being endorsed by the mayor. This trans woman came over to me (the only person other than the bartender and the candidate willingly to talk to me) and asked me who I was, how I knew the candidate, and if I was interested in joining DSA, I said yes. I encountered the bartender again giving me a Pabst beer that he had just opened and he said:
"Forgot to tell you but tonight was actually a 2 for 1 deal night!"
I drink the rest of the beer and I decide to wander around the bar for a bit, I accidentally knock one of those pool sticks down at the pool table and decide to walk home. I get back at 9:45pm with a stuffy nose, I take a shower, and then go to sleep. As for the thing with therapy I have still not gotten a call back…
Song of the Day: Creep - Radiohead (1992)
<Because I have a migrane on the right side of my head
<it hurts
<I have taken pain meds
<Now I drink a lot of water and lower the lights
I replied to her:
>Please recover Angela, I'll pray for you!
I then walked to the place while wearing two layers of pants and two layers of socks, and it turns out the engaged girl's birthday was today so they celebrated her birthday today. I tried asking her how old she was but I guess I was drowned out by the sound of other people. I get in line for spaghetti which they cut short and decide to sit with Henry and this ethnically Jewish guy I see who I will be calling Markus, I eventually decide to get up to refill my water and when I come back I see the girl from last week leaning against the doorway and I said to her:
"Hey there punk!"
She replied:
"Hey you got my subculture right!"
I remember there also being this guy who I will be calling Seton who looked like an artificial person and spoke like he was always giving a presentation. When I got back it turns out Henry gave my seat to his girlfriend and then we fought back and forth for it. A bit later I overhear Markus talking to Punk about what each person is notable for, she mentions that the Honduran is notable for being a supporter of monarchism, I asked her what I was notable for and I was expecting something like I'm a creep or that one weird guy everyone pretends to like, she then says to me:
"You're the guy who always tries to start fights!"
I told her that I wasn't really that confrontational and she went on about how she rejected labels or whatever so then I just head home. I stayed in my place for a bit before walking over to the bar that the guy was talking about at 7:45pm, I got there at 8:05pm and I saw this one Jewish guy and his girlfriend/wife and the guy was wearing a watermelon kippah. I walk into the place where the party is and chill for a bit before getting a beer from this old bartender guy and he made a joke about both us not being able to grow a beard so I tipped him $1.50 on a $4.00 purchase, I met the guy running in the election and he was pretty chill, I also saw his dad too. We got to watch the results live and it turned out that he ended up winning despite not being endorsed by the mayor. This trans woman came over to me (the only person other than the bartender and the candidate willingly to talk to me) and asked me who I was, how I knew the candidate, and if I was interested in joining DSA, I said yes. I encountered the bartender again giving me a Pabst beer that he had just opened and he said:
"Forgot to tell you but tonight was actually a 2 for 1 deal night!"
I drink the rest of the beer and I decide to wander around the bar for a bit, I accidentally knock one of those pool sticks down at the pool table and decide to walk home. I get back at 9:45pm with a stuffy nose, I take a shower, and then go to sleep. As for the thing with therapy I have still not gotten a call back…
Song of the Day: Creep - Radiohead (1992)
February 19th, 2025: Wednesday today, the politician I met yesterday won the election in first place and will be going into the second round. I had some cereal for breakfast while working on my art project due tonight. At the breakfast event I found out that this guy from the previous breakfast event who was married had his 1st child 3 days ago, the priest said that his wife got baptized on January 31st. I remember from yesterday that there was this event at the place where Asherah worked at from 1:00pm to 3:00pm, and because I had my class at 1:30pm, I decided to head out at 1:10pm and I got to the building that connected to the building where Asherah worked at. I got really nervous because there was just this part of me telling me all my friends just despise me, I took a few breaths before heading into the place and grabbed some food, Asherah was in the corner and saw me trying to take two brownies, I didn't speak to her until she spoke to me:
"Hi Gemerson!"
I replied:
"Hi Asherah!"
One of the teachers there told me to save some brownies for the other people there so I decided to start handing out brownies as a joke, I exclaimed:
"Here, I'm making sure everybody else can get their brownies!"
I gave one to each of the people there, Asherah accepted hers while chuckling, Khadija passed, and the Mexican girl from this post also accepted hers, I forgot to offer one to the Asian girl at the counter. The lady from before then said:
"Ok you can take two brownies!"
I just took a brownie and a cookie and Asherah replied:
"Nice reverse psychology!"
On my way out I saluted to Khadija and she saluted back, I walked over to my class for the day and had to sit through the boring lecture before I bought some of that Fruit Punch Rockstar energy drink, I then went back over to the place where they were giving food and grabbed another brownie, I told Asherah:
"I decided to take up their offer!"
As I walked out of the place, Asherah just looked at me weirdly. I realized that I had fucked up very badly as I have overstayed my allowance of spending time with other people by going back to the place where Asherah worked, I know there is another event like the one today in mid-March but I am seriously debating going because I have already used up my 'allowance'. I worked on my art piece and completed it at 4:30pm, I then walked over to my art class at 4:45pm and submitted my art at 4:59pm. The teacher had us work on a new project which involved cutting black and white paper to make different pieces of art on a 7 inch by 7 inch square, in the middle of it with the exacto knife, I started scraping my knife across my left hand in a weird sort of trance, the only thing that really came off was some dead skin cells and a few pieces of hair, but later on when I was actually cutting things out I ended up cutting myself with it and had to go to the bathroom to wrap my pinky finger in one of those brown paper towels. The bleeding subsided after a while and at 7:20pm we were allowed to go home. Angela and I decided to go on a bowling date tomorrow at 4:30pm and I'm excited for that!
Song of the Day: Slow Jamz - Twista, Kanye West, Jamie Foxx (2003)
"Hi Gemerson!"
I replied:
"Hi Asherah!"
One of the teachers there told me to save some brownies for the other people there so I decided to start handing out brownies as a joke, I exclaimed:
"Here, I'm making sure everybody else can get their brownies!"
I gave one to each of the people there, Asherah accepted hers while chuckling, Khadija passed, and the Mexican girl from this post also accepted hers, I forgot to offer one to the Asian girl at the counter. The lady from before then said:
"Ok you can take two brownies!"
I just took a brownie and a cookie and Asherah replied:
"Nice reverse psychology!"
On my way out I saluted to Khadija and she saluted back, I walked over to my class for the day and had to sit through the boring lecture before I bought some of that Fruit Punch Rockstar energy drink, I then went back over to the place where they were giving food and grabbed another brownie, I told Asherah:
"I decided to take up their offer!"
As I walked out of the place, Asherah just looked at me weirdly. I realized that I had fucked up very badly as I have overstayed my allowance of spending time with other people by going back to the place where Asherah worked, I know there is another event like the one today in mid-March but I am seriously debating going because I have already used up my 'allowance'. I worked on my art piece and completed it at 4:30pm, I then walked over to my art class at 4:45pm and submitted my art at 4:59pm. The teacher had us work on a new project which involved cutting black and white paper to make different pieces of art on a 7 inch by 7 inch square, in the middle of it with the exacto knife, I started scraping my knife across my left hand in a weird sort of trance, the only thing that really came off was some dead skin cells and a few pieces of hair, but later on when I was actually cutting things out I ended up cutting myself with it and had to go to the bathroom to wrap my pinky finger in one of those brown paper towels. The bleeding subsided after a while and at 7:20pm we were allowed to go home. Angela and I decided to go on a bowling date tomorrow at 4:30pm and I'm excited for that!
Song of the Day: Slow Jamz - Twista, Kanye West, Jamie Foxx (2003)
February 20th, 2025: More German class today. I remember seeing an Instagram story from Rose’s friend about a second Bible study group starting up and I was actually interested because I NEED more social interaction, but sadly it would not work with my time schedule. During my German class during one of the activities I was the only one without a partner because this guy decided to be in a group of three. The next partner activity he finally decided to join me and when I tried to ask him a question in German, he didn’t even know how to respond. It pissed me off so much that I just got up and took a walk around the building before finally coming back. At the end of the class the teacher showed us this German song called Friesenjung (even though it is about the Netherlands.) I left after that and then decided to message Angela about what time we should meet up for the date. I said 5:00pm and then I went to my lab. I got the thing done in 30 minutes so I waited 25 more minutes before getting checked off. After that I went home and took what was equivalent to less than a swig of my mount gay rum and then went over to the bowling alley on campus at 5:00pm to bowl, I met her there, hugged, and went bowling. I was doing absolutely awful at bowling because I just kept getting gutterballs. During my second game I saw this girl from freshman year with her fiancé so I went over and congratulated her on the engagement. I saw that her fiancé managed to bowl a 156 score in his game. For my three games these were the scores:
>Mine: 29. Hers: 65
>Mine: 48. Hers: 79
>Mine: 48. Hers: 89
After that we went over to get some food, I got a burger with attentionwhore bread, caramelized onions, and melted swiss cheese, with a side of fries while she got chicken tenders with a side of fries, we joke around a bit as she talks about her life like her D&D session she runs, and how at one point she jokes about stabbing my eye out with a mechanical pencil I had so I asked her:
"Aren't you compensating for something?"
And she starts laughing her ass off. After I finish up my fries I try some of hers and then I drink some more water before we eventually go upstairs, we give each other a goodbye kiss and then I go walk home and clean up my room a bit. I then am greeted by a call from Enosh, where he begs for me to ship his Lord Of The Rings boxed set trilogy out to his home in Minnesota because he forgot it and wants it as soon as possible, I reluctantly agree and then he calls me two more times, keep in mind he comes back on Sunday.
Song of the Day: Friesenjung - Ski Aggu, Joost, Otto Waalkes (2023)
>Mine: 29. Hers: 65
>Mine: 48. Hers: 79
>Mine: 48. Hers: 89
After that we went over to get some food, I got a burger with attentionwhore bread, caramelized onions, and melted swiss cheese, with a side of fries while she got chicken tenders with a side of fries, we joke around a bit as she talks about her life like her D&D session she runs, and how at one point she jokes about stabbing my eye out with a mechanical pencil I had so I asked her:
"Aren't you compensating for something?"
And she starts laughing her ass off. After I finish up my fries I try some of hers and then I drink some more water before we eventually go upstairs, we give each other a goodbye kiss and then I go walk home and clean up my room a bit. I then am greeted by a call from Enosh, where he begs for me to ship his Lord Of The Rings boxed set trilogy out to his home in Minnesota because he forgot it and wants it as soon as possible, I reluctantly agree and then he calls me two more times, keep in mind he comes back on Sunday.
Song of the Day: Friesenjung - Ski Aggu, Joost, Otto Waalkes (2023)
February 21st, 2025: I’m a free man today, I got a notification from Enosh telling me that I needed to get his package to Walmart at 8:00am, I honestly could not care less. I remember early in the morning I saw another Instagram story from the Native American girl and it consisted of a mirror selfie of her in fish-net leggings with one of those string dresses could see through, in such a way that her breasts were visible (holy fucking horrifying) and the text was:
<Hi, I just think you're the prettiest girl I've ever seen, can I sit with you and spend some time, can I watch your eyes turn amber, then so deeply brown when you talk about that one thing that makes you smile, god you're beautiful, may I please sit with you
I went over to this public printer at 9:30am to print out the shipping order, I then went to the Walmart at 12:30pm and asked this Black woman with extremely large fake lashes if she knew where the FedEx drop off was, she said:
“There’s no drop off here!”
I then looked on Google maps and found out that the FedEx drop off was actually short walk north of where I was, I texted Enosh with this message:
>You said the Fedex was at Walmart but when I asked them, they said they didn’t have it.
He texted me back with:
<It was at Walgreens. However, some circumstances have lead to a change of plans so you don’t need to send them anymore. I’m almost positive they wouldn’t arrive on time anyway. Sorry if I stressed you out and if this cost me anything I’ll pay you back.
So I replied:
>I didn’t have to pay for anything!
I walked back to the bus stop in the cold and then went back home. I worked on trying to recreate the D&D 3.5th edition engine in RPG Maker MZ a bit more before I just gave up temporarily due to not much progress being made. I then posted my biblejak and heated up some leftover pizza from last Friday. I texted Joseph about not being able to make it to dinner night and he said that he couldn’t make it either. After dinner I decided to start watching the movie Jesus Christ Superstar. I got 15 minutes into the movie when my mom called me, asking how I was doing and that I should get a ticket to and from Denver so that I could see my sister and cousins there. I talked a bit more and then I continued watching the movie. I enjoyed it very much. After that I make some sleepytime tea and then go to bed.
Song of the Day: The Temple - Andrew Lloyd Webber (1970)
<Hi, I just think you're the prettiest girl I've ever seen, can I sit with you and spend some time, can I watch your eyes turn amber, then so deeply brown when you talk about that one thing that makes you smile, god you're beautiful, may I please sit with you
I went over to this public printer at 9:30am to print out the shipping order, I then went to the Walmart at 12:30pm and asked this Black woman with extremely large fake lashes if she knew where the FedEx drop off was, she said:
“There’s no drop off here!”
I then looked on Google maps and found out that the FedEx drop off was actually short walk north of where I was, I texted Enosh with this message:
>You said the Fedex was at Walmart but when I asked them, they said they didn’t have it.
He texted me back with:
<It was at Walgreens. However, some circumstances have lead to a change of plans so you don’t need to send them anymore. I’m almost positive they wouldn’t arrive on time anyway. Sorry if I stressed you out and if this cost me anything I’ll pay you back.
So I replied:
>I didn’t have to pay for anything!
I walked back to the bus stop in the cold and then went back home. I worked on trying to recreate the D&D 3.5th edition engine in RPG Maker MZ a bit more before I just gave up temporarily due to not much progress being made. I then posted my biblejak and heated up some leftover pizza from last Friday. I texted Joseph about not being able to make it to dinner night and he said that he couldn’t make it either. After dinner I decided to start watching the movie Jesus Christ Superstar. I got 15 minutes into the movie when my mom called me, asking how I was doing and that I should get a ticket to and from Denver so that I could see my sister and cousins there. I talked a bit more and then I continued watching the movie. I enjoyed it very much. After that I make some sleepytime tea and then go to bed.
Song of the Day: The Temple - Andrew Lloyd Webber (1970)
no one cares fat pooner
February 22nd, 2025: First day of the workweek, I woke up and remembered that I have no cereal or eggs so I walked down to the convenience store to get some fruity pebbles and a half gallon of milk. I had some of that for breakfast as I got prepared for work. The bus ride there is pretty ok and the weirdest thing is that Jesse is having me work on the right side of the beverage cooler first rather than the left side of it. I also saw the table in the cafeteria covered in this red and white dining cloth. I clocked into work and then started on the beverage cooler before I saw the 94 year old former owner of the store come in with his son, I said hi to him and he said hi back, I swept all the stairs in the building and then had some of the old hot chocolate for my first break, during the first break fAsherah came in with her fiancée and she said that there was cake downstairs, I then asked her:
“Excuse me, what is this intruder doing here!”
fAsherah replied:
“She’s not an intruder!”
I then said:
“Well employees are only allowed here!”
Turning to fAsherah’s fiancé I added:
“I mean if you’re looking for a job we are hiring.”
Her fiancé didn’t say anything. I just went downstairs and got a slice of cake, a cashier asked me how it was and I told her I would try it out. The cake was ok but I finally managed to hear fAsherah’s fiancé’s voice and she sounded like she was MtF. After my first break I started shoveling snow out in the back into this drainage grate to get rid of it before I asked Jesse about if he wanted me to shovel or sweep and he said:
“Oh just sweep, you don’t need to shovel in the back!”
So I just swept up salt under the dumpsters. After that I did a check of the bathrooms and to nobody’s surprise, there was a bunch of paper towels lying around in the women’s bathroom and swept it up. Lunch was pretty ok and this guy who I will be calling Biker took my order. Lunch was amazing and I continued working on stocking the shelves. During my time preparing a pull list with the handheld I went up to the cash and pressed the button on it to scan, which produced this red light and aimed at fAsherah, pretending like I shot her and she found it funny. I continued working on stocking until my second break ended and I didn’t have anything to do for a while so I just started work on closings. I saw Old Ozzy Osborne at the bakery and he nodded at me. I got a Snapchat message from Angela that read:
<Can you come hold me while I nap for a few hours
I replied:
>I won’t get out of work until 6:00pm… but if you still want me to come over I can!
She replied:
<Some other time, then
<Cause im gonna nap in like 5 minutes
I reply:
>Nighty nite sweetie pie!
Closings were pretty ok except for the other guy that did closings with me didn’t really understand how to scrub the floors and he missed an entire portion of the place. I then started kicking snow into this drainage grate at the bus stop until the bus came and took it home. At home I gamed a bit more and posted on the Sharty a bit. Dinner was just a can of diced tomatoes.
Song of the Day: Radio - Rammstein (2019)
“Excuse me, what is this intruder doing here!”
fAsherah replied:
“She’s not an intruder!”
I then said:
“Well employees are only allowed here!”
Turning to fAsherah’s fiancé I added:
“I mean if you’re looking for a job we are hiring.”
Her fiancé didn’t say anything. I just went downstairs and got a slice of cake, a cashier asked me how it was and I told her I would try it out. The cake was ok but I finally managed to hear fAsherah’s fiancé’s voice and she sounded like she was MtF. After my first break I started shoveling snow out in the back into this drainage grate to get rid of it before I asked Jesse about if he wanted me to shovel or sweep and he said:
“Oh just sweep, you don’t need to shovel in the back!”
So I just swept up salt under the dumpsters. After that I did a check of the bathrooms and to nobody’s surprise, there was a bunch of paper towels lying around in the women’s bathroom and swept it up. Lunch was pretty ok and this guy who I will be calling Biker took my order. Lunch was amazing and I continued working on stocking the shelves. During my time preparing a pull list with the handheld I went up to the cash and pressed the button on it to scan, which produced this red light and aimed at fAsherah, pretending like I shot her and she found it funny. I continued working on stocking until my second break ended and I didn’t have anything to do for a while so I just started work on closings. I saw Old Ozzy Osborne at the bakery and he nodded at me. I got a Snapchat message from Angela that read:
<Can you come hold me while I nap for a few hours
I replied:
>I won’t get out of work until 6:00pm… but if you still want me to come over I can!
She replied:
<Some other time, then
<Cause im gonna nap in like 5 minutes
I reply:
>Nighty nite sweetie pie!
Closings were pretty ok except for the other guy that did closings with me didn’t really understand how to scrub the floors and he missed an entire portion of the place. I then started kicking snow into this drainage grate at the bus stop until the bus came and took it home. At home I gamed a bit more and posted on the Sharty a bit. Dinner was just a can of diced tomatoes.
Song of the Day: Radio - Rammstein (2019)
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